middleman101
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- I am happier then I've beedn throughout my life. Took years to name the two psychological demons that kept me from enjoying it and to see them as the cause of much anxiety and nervousness nonstop. Now most of that is gone bye bye! But now to change...
- I am as happy as a lark now that after fifty some years a given parent is out of my life. The person was a toxic parent. I don't want to say much about that . I just want to say that I've never been this happy in my life. I'm free!
- I am really lonely. I've thought of doing a couple of crazy things for awhile. But now I'm narrowing it down to just being that which I ought to be, which would be crazy in itself. I was raised by a mother who seems to be very much personality...
- I am into having daily blood pressure taken at the pharmacy. I had my first one two days ago and the last one will be tomorrow afternoon. Then the Doctor gets to make the diagnosis of HBP or something else being the culprit of my long term...
- My post just recently posted contains content on childhood sexual abuse. My apologies for not thinking to add it there. I'll be more cautious to add them in the future. My apologies. middleman101
- I have been often tempted to write my mother and say a couple of things about what appears to be her extreme narcissism. But I decided not to over and over. I went to a 12 STEP meeting for individuals raised in a dysfunctional family. I bought one...
- Is there a way that DS can make it known which accounts are closed accounts? I read posts and start to answer them or answer them completely. Then I think "UH_OH!" So before sending it I go to the member's profile and read that the person's...
- I was so tempted to write to N mother during a litigation process I was in with my phone company due to them double billing me. (I won) But it was long and I was alone and nobody seemed to care. I was so tempted to write her. Subconciously I had...
- I am out of two narcissistic relationships now. One with my Mother and the other a neighbor. I've seen the neighbor occasionally but it is extremely platonic. No way does she want me as anything else but an audience. But small intervals with that...
- In a world where being in a love Relationship is the all encompassing thing it is nice to learn of the beauty of friendship. In friendship both are free and neither has to adhere to the pressures that come with love. Love has become complicated...
- For about twenty years I went to French CODA groups in my province. The French CODA (DAA in French) have this exerpt of a NONCODA conference by Dr Terence Gorski which was tailored to target alcoholics....not codependants. Yet it is now approved...
- As a bisexual I'm as human as the next person. I mhave gender prfrences, but I can enjoy sex with those of either gender IF they are safe. The only place where I feel I can recharge my batterries is in the Gay Village in my area forty five minutes...
- Somewhere in the wee wee hours of this morning when everybody else was asleep in surrounding appartments it came to me that the God I knew did not promise loads of friends, Financial comfort, computers, a girlfriend, or an easy life. God promised...
- I just wrote a message to one of my friends. I pressed the button to send it and got a message to "try again later" Luckily it was not a long message(I'll have to keep them short in the future) But why did it get swallowed up like that with a...
- I experienced 50 years of emotional abuse from my mother who just might have a pathological personality disorder. There is now no communication between us and I feel so free. I'm now exploring to see what I like and don't like and have an enjoyable...