I've been sick for the last 2 days , fever and allergies. I am feeling better today. I guess depression just makes your immune system so messed up, and the HPV is a good depression trigger. Another weekend to face. Don't like taking my husband to weekend jail. TGhis really depresses me. Especially the stories I hear and how bad they are treated.  I know heaven will be a better place. I just haven't had any luck in this lifetime. I feel like I am just existing in this world.