Today sucks. Delivered back packs with school supplies to underpriveledged kids. I got so depressed. All I could think about was how I wish it was Sammy and that she was going to school and how excited she was evertime we got new school supplies. Life is so sad and although tehse kids were so happy I can;t help feeling sad and depressed. I know this is a good thing to do but how do I cope with seeing other happy children that are not my own ? SAD, very sad ... Iron pills making me constipated ....arrrrrrggggggg