I had a very rough weekend. Lots of crying just depressed about life and missing my daughter. I do know that I will see her some day in heaven. I look forward to that day. For now, all I can do is find my mission in life. Ther has to be a reason for all of this happening in my life. My husband is very supportive and very understanding. How is it that we can have HPV and not know and not have symptoms ? I just don't get this at all. Confused.
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I\'m so sorry that you\'re having such a tough time right now, darling. I wish that I had magical powers and could take all the pain away and leave perfect peace and happiness in its place. But I do agree with you... you will see your daughter again.
I want to share one of my favorite quotes with you. It\'s one that I seek out and read every time I\'m struggling with the big life questions of purpose and reason for why things happen the way they do...
Rainer Maria Rilke wrote: \"Have patience with everything unresolved in your heart and try to love the questions themselves... Don\'t search for the answers, which could not be given to you now, because you would not be able to live them. And the point is, to live everything. Live the questions now. Perhaps then, someday far in the future, you will gradually, without even noticing it, live your way into the answer.\"
I trust those words. I believe in them. And I do my best to live my them. I hope they can offer you a bit of comfort during these challenging times.
You\'re in my thoughts and prayers.
With love,
Carly