Today is another day. Feeling a little better after my B12 shoot, at least it helps with the tired feeling I get. I felt like I was going color blind already from the anemia. Its' so hard to go on when this HPV is always on your mind. How do you try to go on knowing that it can become cancer someday. It's susch an awful thought to wonder what tomorrow may bring. I gues for me , it's a win win thing if I die from this. I get to see my daughter, my father and my mother in Heaven. I miss them all so much. I just worry so much about my husband. He is so sweet and good to me. He is such a sweetheart. He always has cards for and is always helping get through the rough days. Weekends are tough. He is doing long weekends in jail and this is just killing me. I feel so lonely.