calebjax
Status: Sometimes the road is hard... Other times its rough... But dear god its such a long road....
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- Greetings and salutations my fellow friends in suffering! I'm back again, I had a good run, lost 75 lbs, regained some mobility, went out and lived it up for a while!! :) Along the way I forgot who I was, and my limitations... It was fun while...
- Hello everyone, im new to this group. New as in just joined seconds ago...lol I hope im not being rude by just jumping in and posting off the bat. But im going out of my mind, im trapped in a body that doesnt work, stuck in a house by myself most of...
- I posted on here earlier that i felt as though i was dead but hadn't noticed it, but thats not entirely true. I hurt, this much is true. But pain is not a stranger to me, its an old friend. My earliest memories are of pain, the strike of a fist,...
- Hello friends and neighbors in suffering... First of all although it's a very good show, i am not referring to amc's the walking dead. I am referring to myself and other who feel as i do.. I feel like i am dead and just too stubborn to...
- Lately I've awoken every day and realized that there's a very high likelihood that this is it.. All the dreams that I had will never come to fruition, all the aspirations that I had growing up are just going to become unrealized regrets... My...
- For those of you that have been here forever, hello again. And for anyone new, just hello! How have you all been doing? Its been a while since Ive been around, and id love to say its because Ive been so busy with new and exciting things, but...
- I have been down and out lately, and depressed and in pain. The pain has been a lot worse than its been for a while because the weathers changing but the worst part is ive felt very cooped up here in my hobbit hole. Over the holidays i had to...
- For any of you that know me, or for the new people that have joined since i took my sabbatical, this is the skinny.... I grew tired of talking, texting, writing, and in all honesty living.....I effectively checked out of the human race for a...
- Ladies...Gentlemen.... I have been gone, but now I'm back. I am still in pain, it is still getting progressively worse, but i am alive and i still have my brilliant mind and fabulous good looks.... I am looking forward to talking to all of...
- Michael Clarke Duncan passed away this morning after fighting to recover from his heart attack a few weeks ago. I did not know him personally but I find I am taking his passing harder than I would have thought. Between his acting choices, his work...
- I have overdid it over the last week, not by choice, a tree fell on my house which i had to fix, then i had to fix a friends car to pay him back for the work he did getting the electrical damaged fixed.. And now i pay the price....Both hips have...
- If any of my fellow cp'ers are missing everyone's favorite brooding doctor as much as i am, then it might please you to see him returning to the big screen for a bit of 60's nostalgia. Apparently he has been cast as the villian in the 100 million...
- My pain is an inferno, flames that burn brightly bud no matter how intense they never fade... The pain is so like a flame, it is a beautiful yet horrible thing it consumes everything it touches, leaving only a burnt out husk.... Something that is a...
- I am really starting to feel like im a fix er upper project, I have spent the last week sitting in so many doctors offices its giving me a complex...First it was the sports medicine doc, they want to do a complete rebuild/ replacement of my left...
- I am historically a bit of a hard head...No matter what happens i put one foot in front of the other and keep pushing forward. As a child i would get beaten repeatedly, but i refused to look away, refused to cry, i wouldn't back down I just kept...