Kayce1970

     What a day yesterday was. The weird thing is it did not upset me, a few months ago it would have.     I was told I had an appointment at the MS clinic. All I do when I go is talk to the...

     While it is hard to be in a long term hospital, I am glad I am in the one that I am. Last summer when it was decided I could not go home they told me I was too sick to be in a nursing home....

     This has been a bad week for me. I have a hard time with one of the nurses. I do not think she likes me or may be something else is going on. Last Mon. she was helping me wash up for the...

     Having a very tired day. I am not sleeping well at night anymore. Part of it is the pain that I am in. My doc came in on Sat & increase my long acting pain med's & started me on an...

     Pain, Horrible pain. I can not believe how much I hurt. My pain med's were changed, I had trouble with an upset tummy so I asked for them to be reduced until it went away. At the time the...

     I am doing it again. During the last eight years I have isolated myself. When the MS changed to SPMS & I was feeling sick all of the time. Tired beyond belief, I started not to see my...

     Today was a hard day emotionally. I went home for 8 hrs, I was very tired when I came back. It was hard to be home when Bruce is not well. When he is not well he is grumpy, I know he means...

     I have been feeling better these past two weeks. I think I am finally setting in. I feel comfortable and calm, two words that have not decribed me in a long time. I am getting involved in...

     Today is a bit better. The steriods are starting to work. Reading was easier last night. My doc gave my something to sleep last night as the steriods make me very hyper. Got a solid 6 hrs...

     It has been a bad 10 days or so, some dark thoughts.     My symptoms contined to get worse. My lesions in my brain are causing some symptoms. Getting confussed, harder to think things...

     Today is a new day my cold is gone but I am still dealing with infections. Sometimes it seems to be one step forwards two steps back. The whole point of taking chemotherpy was to reduce my...

     I am so tired it is hard to believe. I have a cold a idy bidy cold, the only symptoms I have is a tickley throat, stuffy nose, and I am tired beyond belief.      I have only been...

WOW!!!I can not believe how things are going. Now that I have been at ST. MARY'S for a few weeks things are changing in all parts of my life. Bruce (Hubby) is calming down. Last weekend we had a...

TODAY HAS BEEN AN OK DAYI FEEL MORE COMFORTABLE WITH THE CARE THAT NEEDS TO BE  DONE. I ALWAYS WASHED, FED, DRESSED, AND DID MY OWN BOWEL CARE. NOT KNOWING WHAT MS WAS OR FOR THAT MATTER KNOWING...

Think it finally happening, I think I am starting to accept what is happening to me, and living at the hospital. When I got here I kept having a dream. I would go up to all of the staff and tell them...