Defeated.Again

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  New Friend

  Posted by: Defeated.Again

  Posted: 07/26/2020

  Defeated.Again became friends with rose07042k.

• Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD)
  

  Hello

  Posted by: Defeated.Again

  Last Reply: rose07042k 07/26/2020

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  "I Guess No Matter How Hard You Try, You Can't Escape Your Past." -Joel (TLOU2)I'll be upfront with what my problem is; I'm struggling to cope with my feelings towards my past abuse (Physically, Emotionally, and Religiously) from my father who I really trusted, I've had a lot of time where I've just repressed those feelings but lately they've really come back with a vengeance due to current events within my family. I immensely fear the potential of being hurt like I was before, and I feel like...

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  Joined New Group

  Posted by: Defeated.Again

  Posted: 07/23/2020

  Defeated.Again joined the group Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD).

• Depression
  

  I don’t feel okay.

  Posted by: Defeated.Again

  Last Reply: cbgrace1980 04/29/2020

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  I really didn't think I'd end up here again after 9 years of bliss, but a lot of things can happen in 9 years, like abandonment, domestic violence which led to a agonizing divorce, the loss of a close friend, all of which makes my depression far worse than it was to begin with. As of now, I can't even think positively about my life which is what helped me get out of this never ending hole in the first place.

• Healthy Relationships
  

  My parent hates me.

  Posted by: Defeated.Again

  Last Reply: Rhenry2222 11/25/2018

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  I’ve been hospitalized twice in the last week, and just today I checked out and was told to rest. My mom yelled at me called me unhelpful because I didn’t (couldn’t) help her pull out the garden or lift the mower to drain the oil. She’s even threatened to kick me out and not pay for my tuition for school, which is THE ONLY reason I would stay. She’s verbally abusive all the time and my wounds I got can’t heal properly because she keeps making me do stuff like lifting a mower.I want...

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  Joined New Group

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  Posted: 11/25/2018

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• Depression
  

  Feeling absolutely worthless.

  Posted by: Defeated.Again

  Last Reply: simpleliving 11/23/2018

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  This week I’ve found out that my mom doesn’t even like me and well...it hurts to know that she has no empathy for her only child. I know this one way, she kept making it look like she didn’t believe anything that I said.She got jealous of me when my grandma made me breakfast. It honestly feels like a war over who can get the most attention. But before we came, I informed my mom that I wasn’t feeling great, so as any stuck up, selfish, needy b**** would do... she ignored me and said if I...

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  Joined New Group

  Posted by: Defeated.Again

  Posted: 11/21/2018

  Defeated.Again joined the group Depression.

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  New Friend

  Posted by: Defeated.Again

  Posted: 11/21/2018

  Defeated.Again became friends with TeamDS.