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Feeling absolutely worthless.

Defeated.Again
Defeated.Again

This week I’ve found out that my mom doesn’t even like me and well...it hurts to know that she has no empathy for her only child. I know this one way, she kept making it look like she didn’t believe anything that I said.


She got jealous of me when my grandma made me breakfast. It honestly feels like a war over who can get the most attention. But before we came, I informed my mom that I wasn’t feeling great, so as any stuck up, selfish, needy b**** would do... she ignored me and said if I ruined her evening I would be grounded.


After breakfast we went for a car ride and she fought about roads to take, then when we got back she yelled at me for no obvious reason, and I was upset and may have said some horrible things and ran out. So she yelled at my grandma and my grandma argued and aggravated her further. Then my grandma came to find me, and when she did I told her I needed to go to the hospital and showed her why (with a giant bluish-black thing on my stomach) and my grandma got me up and we rushed back to the house which my mom had very immaturely locked. 


Anyways I was rushed to the hospital and apparently had internal bleeding, and my mom didn’t open the door until we were desperately knocking on neighbors doors asking if someone could drive us or call 911.


And my mom didn’t care to even ask what was wrong she just kept saying if this ends up being something stupid I’ll make you pay for every bit of the treatment. I ended up being emitted to 3 different hospitals and still no I’m sorry or feel better from my parent.


I’m depressed, I feel betrayed, and I wish I never knew this thing that claims to be my mom.

Tired
Tired
Some people shouldn't be parents. At least your grandmother cares.
I guess you have to morn the mother you wish you had and find a way to emotionally
distance yourself from your mother.
Community LeaderWanderingVet
WanderingVet
WOW, Never heard of a case quite like this. Very sorry to hear this. It is possible your Mom is mentally ill. She sounds like someone on the brink of child abuse. If it comes to that, go to the police. I hope you can avoid trouble with her until you are able to live on your own and away from her.
SomeGuy092
SomeGuy092
You're not worthless. You've been putting up with your mother regardless of her actions. That's very perseverant of you. Besides, your grandmother cares a lot about you. You must matter to her.

And WanderingVet is right. If the situation comes to child abuse, consider calling the police.
zeezee
zeezee
It's because of your mom's immaturity that your grandma had to take the role that should've been hers. I think instead of feeling hurt and betrayed by your mom, you should shower your grandma with the love that she deserves. You both have something in common: abuse from your mom. Grandma sounds like a very sweet lady and I think you're very lucky to have her. Get well soon and I sincerely hope things will turn for the better after this, for you both.
simpleliving
simpleliving
I am sorry to hear about that. How is your health now? I hope you are recovering.
I agree with WV, your mother definitely has a problem within herself. YOU are NOT the problem. Stay close with your grandmother, she sounds like a wonderful woman!
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