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as simple as that..never ever again, will i ever let myself be treated so poorly in the name of love or niceness.i am not a doormati am not here to be abused and taken advantage of i will do what...

you did it.  you stood up to him & his bullying, his lies, his everything!  Saw him for who he really is.  A manipulator, a liar, a loser & you know..you will never, ever ever accpet this kind of...

well..the day is almost here..wtf am i gonna do?  i got one day to get ther est of my shit in order.  i'm sol and i know it.  i dunno what i can or can't do here..i forgot to call walmart to get a...

i was reading some funny site, and it popped in my head that he wanted me to coddle him more in a sweet loving way..i thought for a second..maybe i should have done that..maybe i should have been...

Just pissed right off at him that fuckin dog.  i'm fuckin broke and he knows he'll pay in the end but just wants to make me fuckin suffer ntil then.  i had an interview yesterday for a 2nd job but...

All i wanted was to love you.  To have you love me back.  To live a nice family life and enjoy ourselves.  To work together and strive for the better.  To support one another through the good...

im crying..b/c i could never talk about how i feel with him..b/c im anxious about pool..i cant see his mug any more..i wanna play..i have fun with the girls but i really dont wanna see him! but i do...

its ok..i learned a lot this week about him, about me, about the future adn that its getting better.  hes that type of person taht cant face the truth, cant accept responsibility.  he'll never be...

Just gonna write it all out. Was so anxious. Still carried hope of what? Don't matter. Ur just a piece of lkying shit that aint worth my time. I'm better than thatI deserve nvmd what I deserve. its...

i was not caring, feeling pretty good..i have all these voicemails from him that i saved to keep for my records..but there's like 16 of them, and i had to find one saved msg from someone else among...

task completed! L is the best! she staked him out..caught him as he's getting off Transit Tom and tries to hand him the papers..he looked at her and kept walking, she says, hey..these are...

oh gosh..i hope this all works out..i hope the papers get to him the way i want..i hope i dont have to try for some extension that i dont want..i have L going to try in the morning and i hope she's...

always..this twittering jittering anxiety that follows me around.  feeling fat today, looking like shit, i can see my reflection in this screen and am wondering..omg..am i getting old?  i'm getting...

on wed night..i found out he wont be playing anymore..at least i sure do hope he never shows his ugly mug again, but i went on thursday..i had the most fun i've had in ages!laughed, was soooooooo...

no matter what, how bad things seem, how much pain you feel, just when you think it cant get any worse, it can always be worse so remember..it is okwhen it is ok..look for the positives, focus,...