venting

Just gonna write it all out. Was so anxious. Still carried hope of what? Don't matter. Ur just a piece of lkying shit that aint worth my time.
I'm better than that
I deserve nvmd what I deserve. its not about boostibg myself. Its about pullin ur head outta ur ass G. Ah girl. Get some therapy to learn why u get so connected or attached. U know the reason already. Just gotta find a way to live more healthily so u don't get this fear anymore

Somehow I think at my age n my experiences and after all this shit I'm nvr gonna take anyones shit again. We command the respect of ppl around us by ketting them know thru our actions what we deem acceptable.
Abusive shit talking mind twisting shit is not acceptable. Not acceptable for me. I don't give a shit about anyone else right now only cvuz all I've done is care about everyone else n put myself last
I'm done bein last. I'm done settling. I'm done with all ur shit. U can keep it. I can't helo u. U don't want to help urself. Even if u do want to u r not committed to urself nvrmnd me so just fuck off already. I got what I wanted. I saw the real u now n know in my heart its not drinking that makes u an asshole. Its just u!!
I don't need no asshole tryna treat me like a sack of shit. Go fuck urself. U fn loser. Ur old, fat n ugly. Not even a good fuck anymore. That's what was keepin me attached but there's a lotta men out there so ima gonna wait till I find some awesome hunky dude

Go fuck up someone elses life. This is my life and I'm gonna do whatever I want with it. I'm not gonna drink away my sorrow. That's not cool. Not for this chick

Time to pull out the leather n gEt back to my roots. She's not gone G she just went underground. Time to do whtvr the fuck I wanna do. So fuck u! Fuck u man n all ur lies. Ur bullshit. Just fuck off!