im still here
And I although I haven't been saying much I have been reading some journals and I've been moving forward.
I miss everyone here.
I just needed to think more about myself and less about the shit that ass brought into my life and what better way than to get out there n start living
I was told by one of my friends here that I shoudlnt leave because I'm needed as I have a lot to offer others who are experiencing pain.
I wish I could help everyone.
I wish I could take away all your pain
But
All I have to offer is my hard ass words, words of love n inspiration and hopefully I can make you laugj and brighten up your day even a little bit
And so
I will stay
And I will participate and give back some of what I got
Lots of love to you all
I hope you find peace and freedom from your pain
Jus don't ever forget
That no matter how wonderful they could be, how much you want to help them, how much you pray for a better life with him/her, deep down inside, if s/he was sweet kind and loving then s/he wouldn't be such an insensitive selfish ass.
Abd believe me
No one needs that big an ass in their lives
I figure if I gotta have an asshole in my life than dammit who better to play that role than me??
I miss everyone here.
I just needed to think more about myself and less about the shit that ass brought into my life and what better way than to get out there n start living
I was told by one of my friends here that I shoudlnt leave because I'm needed as I have a lot to offer others who are experiencing pain.
I wish I could help everyone.
I wish I could take away all your pain
But
All I have to offer is my hard ass words, words of love n inspiration and hopefully I can make you laugj and brighten up your day even a little bit
And so
I will stay
And I will participate and give back some of what I got
Lots of love to you all
I hope you find peace and freedom from your pain
Jus don't ever forget
That no matter how wonderful they could be, how much you want to help them, how much you pray for a better life with him/her, deep down inside, if s/he was sweet kind and loving then s/he wouldn't be such an insensitive selfish ass.
Abd believe me
No one needs that big an ass in their lives
I figure if I gotta have an asshole in my life than dammit who better to play that role than me??
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haha.gogo..
but still, sometimes good to take a break and reassess things, hey?
sometimes I take a step back, for a couple of days..but then I come back and try to catch up.
I think we all need to do that sometimes :)
Hey there - sorry I missed your last couple of journals. I have actually been wondering how you were doing, so I\'m glad to see you here (tho I will admit I saw you pop up on Fiona\'s FB so knew you were still around at least ... lol).
Take care of yourself, give only what you can and what you want to, know that nothing is \"expected\" of you.
Lol--I like your idea about not needing an asshole. And it\'s true--how many assholes do we need? I only need one for purely biological/digestive reasons--any more is just excessive.
Nice to hear you are doing some soul-searching. Someone said \"Never let an asshole pay rent in your mind.\" Wouldn\'t it be good if it was that easy? Love Wendy8.XXXOOO.