DOES IT NEVER END
WELL THE COLD GONE ,BUT WOKE UP TODAY WITH FIBROMYALGIA FLARE AND WITH THAT COMES THE ANXIETY. FEEL LIKE I WAS RUN OVER WITH A TRUCK IS THERE NO END,AS HARD AS I TRY TO THINK POSITIVE,THINGS HAPPEN, SINCE MY DAUGHTER PASSED AWAY MY HEALTH GOES DOWN. I DO NOT KNOW HOW TO GET OUT OF THIS CYCLE,IT GOES ROUND AND ROUND. I PRAY A LOT I HAVE FAITH, BUT FOR 7 YEARS I AM WARING DOWN. I TRY TO HELP OTHERS ,I AM A GOOD PERSON I DO NOT KNOW WHAT ELSE TO DO ,I FEAR IT WILL NOT END , LORD I AM WAITING.
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You are such a loving woman and are doing your best. You suffer from huge health issues that affect everything. I understand what you are saying about how our health has been affected since our loss. It is always there and feeling worn out becomes a norm on many days.
Prayerful that today is better and that you know that you are all of those things that you mention and so much MORE.
Gentle care this day and along with that gentle thoughts too.
Healing hugs,
Joanie
Shirley grieving definitely takes a physical toll, I think we all have found that out. I hope this fibro flare is short lived. Lately my problem has been battling anxiety and stomach problems that comes with it. As Joanie says we need to take care of ourselves but that doesn\'t stop the hurting sometimes. Sending you love, Terry
it\'s amazing the vicious cycle of pain affecting stress and stress affecting pain .. i hurt with u shirley .. i no how hard the days can b for u at times . please no if i could i would b right there to comfort u , to try to distract u from your phisical and emotional pain .. u r such a speical person .. i no how hard it is because so often i don\'t believe myself but when i m able to i realize even damaged my body is a gift from god .. please try to find just a tiny bit of comfort in that .. u no that u can always call on me if for nothing else but a tender hug and a warm shoulder..