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Wrecked emotions

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Hi everyone,I had to bury a kitten this morning. He showed up at my doorstep crying in pain while foaming at the mouth. I tried my best to keep him alive. I sat with him till 4am, he was barely breathing, 4 more hours till the vet opens. This is the...
Should I become an inpatient?

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I suffered from a 2 week long deep depression isolating myself and destroying my sleeping and eating habits I've worked on the past few months. I realize now I should have checked myself in then and there, this all still new to me.I'm feeling ok...
Disempowering - a quote worth sharing

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I found this quote while browsing and it was exactly how I felt when I was diagnosed in '09:"In the long run, the worst message you can give to a human being is to tell them that their psychological and spirtiual problems are biochemical disorders...
Victimized

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today at a gathering w my extended fam, I caused an argument that led to people screaming at each other. The really odd part was that everyone stood by my side like I was a tiny weakling that needs care for, like Im literally mentally disabled and...
To the best fuckers in the world

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ya you find out im bipolar and ya i isolated myself and had trouble socializing...thanks for being there for me.. no wait, u werent there, none of you were. u barely tried to do shit for me. no group surprises to cheer me up, no messages saying hang...
Forgot how to make friends

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seriously! I forgot. I been on this page for a year and I'd sit wondering how to make friends and what to say and how to go about it.yea I'm a bit of a wierdo maybe, lol, HEEEEELP!!I made a goal to make friends on DS today and want to accomplish...
Posts like this piss me off!

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So I'm checking out my facebook and I find this wall post about a musician playing in a subway or something.The conclusion of the story really pissed me off. Such bullshit really.... Welcome to the life of a bipolar u dum fuk!! we notice.. we notice...
Fired b4 I start?! FUCKING REALLY!?

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FUCKING SEROIUSLY U STUPID LITTLE FUKING BITCH!!!U FUCKING MAKE ME LEAVE MY JOB... I FUCKING GET THE JOB... and YA GIVEN ITS A FAMILY BUSINESS THERES NO CUNT CONTRACT (really smart of me to do that)... CUZ hey.. WHY THE FUK WOULD I GET SCREWED BY...
Please go fuck yourself mr. bipolar

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FUK YOU FOR BEING IN MY HEAD U FUKING FAGOT!! ME A FUKING MAN AND FACE ME AND LET ME KICK THE SHITT OUTTA OF U!U MAKE MY LIFE SO FUKING HARD mr. bipolar AND I NEED YOU TO LISTEN TO ME FOR ONCE... I NEED A FUCKING BREAK.. I REALLY LIKE WHERE MY LIFE...
Its been months since my last confession,

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Hi everyone. So thanks for the peeps that helped me out over the past couple years with advice and direction.However right now I think I'm a little bit in crisis, I am manic and exploding with emotions that have disabled me from sleeping completely....
Ladies, i need your help here

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Have you ever had huge arguments with your mother for who you are?My sister and mom do not get along and its destroying the family. She can't accept my sisters' individuality and my sister of 21 years of age is extremely stubborn. Mom rages when my...
The first time I stand up for something in 2 years

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i just need to vent this, good or bad i dont carei had my manic breakdown about 2 years ago. yes, i thought i was the messiah sent down to change everything. it was so severe and devastating to me in ways i can't explain. I literally had it all just...
I need to sleep! HELP!

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I have been sleepless for most of June, staying up till around 4-5 in the morning staring at the wall or watching TV trying to pass out (TV makes me sleepy) but to no avail my eyes are usually WIDE open.I feel like the mania only comes out at night...

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