Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.

Hi everyone,
I had to bury a kitten this morning. He showed up at my doorstep crying in pain while foaming at the mouth. I tried my best to keep him alive. I sat with him till 4am, he was barely breathing, 4 more hours till the vet opens. This is the 3rd kitten in a month I found in desperate need of help.
I feel like I'm spiraling down into a deep depression. My chest heavy, my heart is broken, and those who support me think Im over exaggerating... Im bipolar...hello?!?!?
I can't stop imagining the pain, loneliness and confusion those little ones have experienced and its killing me inside. I saved one, I know. I just can't get over their pain. I keep imagining how they felt.
I just wanted to let some of it off my chest here. Thanks for listening.
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Hey All...I hope that you have a lovely, peaceful beginning of your weekI have a bunch of chores that need doing but may put them off til tomorrow and just hang out with my landlord/roomie todayWhat about you?...Anything special going on?Have a great day and take good care of you!!..Xo
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Once again I've had a fever today. I'm not going to the hospital because that's a huge waste of time but I did schedule a dr appointment for Wednesday afternoon.

I'm an animal lover, so i see a huge halo over your head right now for giving comfort to that poor little being. seriously. what you did was wonderful. a lot of people wouldn't have even tried.
You don't have rabies there do you? Otherwise it sounds as if they are getting poisoned.
It might be worth getting an opinion of a vet - you might want to alert the local press - there is just a chance it may stop this happening.
I would call an animal organization like ASPCA and give the kitten to them even though it's passed…. They can find out what happened to him and if someone is hurting animals they will be on notice
Re your feelings.... I can totally relate to them.... You have a kind heart and you love animals …. I do to...… You are empathizing and you have given these kittens a soft place to fall.... You helped them a great deal in their time of need and it's hard to do.... It hurts to see a baby suffering like this
The ones who have passed feel no more pain Captain..... Another hug and a blessing....xo
To respond to your questions first, we dont have animal care centers here besides a vet. The kitten I took to the vet earlier is going to make it. Will have to take him in for a few weeks till his viral infection is gone.
My mood swings are kicking in and I've been so down; stepping outside where I found him breaks me. I don't know how to make myself feel better.
I came back on here to find help, and I'm so greatfull all of you are here.
Thank you