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- I had gotten over stimulated yesterday and laid down for a nap. I didn't wake up until this morning. After I got home from day group today I still felt out of sorts so my hubby offered to bake sugar cookies with me. They came out sooo good! I...
- My sisters have given me grief for years in regards to my bipolar. Then, this year, after medical tests and other things, my older sister was forcibly put on leave from her job for having panic attacks(she passes out from them). I told her I was...
- So I've been a member a while back of a non-profit weight loss club and have decided to try to open up a chapter closer to the military base in my town. But my moods the last day have been swinging. And I have been.. well, not exactly hearing...
- I am having pain tonight. I talked about my pain to my family doctor and asked him about treatment options. I asked him "what the heck it fibro anyway? and he said, "fibromyalgia is the physical expression of depression."In that case what am I...
- I think I am starting to see the "light of a candle from ten miles away". I haven't engaged with my hubby like I did tonight in a very long time. 2013 was a very bad year for us and he's still a bit shell shocked from it. But I got him to share...
- hi. so I'm invited to an all day party tomorrow. I really want to go and some of my favorite people will be there. I have a problem though. Lately I've been given to almost paralyzing paranoia and or mood swings. They are very short lived(an...
- on the outside of me, I seem to have a lot going for me. I am on disability. I have enough food. I have a day group to go to. My hubby loves me. I have friends. I have my knitting. I have my kitty cats. People like my art.but.. I'm being...
- I've been selected to work as a volunteer on a tech crew to a live theatrical production of "the miracle worker" in my city. I gave my resume' to them and they interviewed me that day. I think that may be the reason I'm still up. My mind is sorta...
- personally witnessed or expierenced:you are focusing on the wrong thing if you see a muslim and an atheist cashier coworkers arguing and stop to help a homeless women get a hotel for the night in a cold city where the temp dropped before freezing,...
- ok. so I feel really drunk right. I've feel this way since about 1:30cst. I haven't had any alcohol or meds or street drugs. I took my morning stuff as usual. My hubby and I went to Hooters to eat lunch and watch some of the Saints game. He...
- I decided for this Christmas, after all I've been through with the ECT, I really needed to see my family. So I asked if one of them could come get me for the holiday. They said yes. So today I called my mom to organize the trip. She says she...
- I've been in the hospital for ECT. then my mom came for more of my outpatient treatments. none of the meds work anymore. I left my pdoc because my insurance is changing next year. the new pdoc I see on jan 17th. So right now I see a counselor,...
- I was in the hospital again for the last two weeks. They started me on ECT therapy. I feel better, but also weird. I got out yesterday and am continuing the treatments outpatient. The biggest thing is telling people what they are doing to me. ...
- I had a bad few days. I've been getting about four hours of sleep a night for the past three months for various reasons, illness, polydipsia, mania, the cat biting me awake every damn nite, and last night, well my own fault...I woke somebody else...
- I had a really bad flare up the last few days. like 8.5. I chose that number because doc said 7 makes you cry so I figure 8 makes you sweat 9 makes you throw up and 10 makes you pass out. so I'm in his office today because I begged him not to...