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- Hi. beggs here. my town is having an autism awareness block party. its' being put on by Spectrum house. a service for children with autism. I am an adult with high functioing autism. I thought I might go and meet some of these courageous...
- I don't get this. I lost to friends of mine.(a fight, my fault) and now, every night, I start thinking of ways to kill myself. then I get up the next moring and thinking to myself..whoa, was was all that about?..still in grief..stil in pain, but...
- hi. I've been a long time member of daily strength but new to this topic. I'm fighting my obesity and losing at the moment. I get lonely and I get angry and then I eat. And I know I'm not suuposed to do that. It's even in the tops pledge we say...
- I know we all feel it. I'm in a mild pain but severe fatigue spell right now. The only reason I'm up right now is that I'm in pain, I drank most of a 2 liter of Mountain Dew, and I had a 2 hour nap in the late afternoon. I did get up in time to...
- do any of ya'll see these colors in the white wall behind the black latters in the internet lately? It's like they are all "b;edding" purple and green and blue or somthing to that effect. and why did I notice this before?and are the subject lives...
- I ran out of my anti-psycotic today. Had to take half a dose tonight. last of it. I was supposed to get some in the mail by now, but it's slow in getting delivered. I can't get anymore in the meantime because it's already in transit.(insurance...
- hi. there has been a change in my routine today. I'm not in IOP today because my insurance is paying for less days now.. but I am at home and I feel lost and stuck. HUbby doesn't undstand. He told me to do chores and I cannot move to do them...
- I had to put my cat down yesterday. I keep looking over my shoulder expecting to see her. I keep clsoing the outseide door real quick to make sure she doesn't get out. Then I catch myself doing it and cry all over again.
- I was "on vacation" for two days after a bad med interaction caused me to become psychotic. I'm not wanting to hurt myself anymore, but I find that I am still afraid of certain people that I used to be comfortable around.I was at a buffet resturant...
- do any of ya'll get a teeth burning sensation at all?...I've had it for two days, it's driving me batty. I can't find any connection to anything except I been drinking like a fish, even getting up in the middle of the night to drinking gatorade or...
- the weather is finally better. better to breath, better on my skin, better to walk in!I can finally rest at night instead of sweat all the time.can you tell I like fall?It feels like no matter what I'm facing, the sweet cool winds will eventually...
- For the past year, actually, it started before that I think. I feel lost in my own apartment. When someone is here, things are better. I can focus on what I need to do. But when I am alone, I end up waiting and waiting for somthing ...anything...
- i haven't been able to sleep much lately because I'm afraid I won't wake up. I know...opposite problem than the usual here. but It's the first thing I think about when I lay down at night. And it keeps me up. My heart has a funny rythym to it. ...
- I saw my pdoc on thursday. I told him about the catatonia and the delusions. He upped my litium and we talked about occupational therapy for me. He said he thought it was a good idea, but not to do athing for 2 week because he didn't think it...
- So my sister calls me and tells me that shes's going on this cruise with her family but theirs a problem. Her MIL paid for too many deposits some family members cancels on her in-laws side and her MIL won't get her moneey back. NOt really making...