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Status: My Life is Different than what I thought it would be. God had other plans for me!
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I had been feeling really bad on Thursday and Friday, blood pressure was 141/109 normally mine is low. Got scared when I got a headache and couldn't see out my eye, I went to the Dr. he thinks it...
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This is so not how I had planned my life to end up. We were suppose to get the happily ever after. As I sit here the tears are pouring not because of any special reason just because. I sit...
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2 Months today since John died.Lately I have been wondering why me, why me? I never considered myself lucky in any sense of the word. But since John has died, you would not believe how many...
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My youngest daughter is 22 and she will be graduating from college in December. She has been waiting for me at the house each day, cooking and cleaning and rearranging when I get home from work. ...
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April 26, 2011, Dear John,Today it is One Month, that you died. I still can't believe it, I feel like you abandoned me, I know in my HEART that you would never do that, but it is so hard to believe...
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I still can't believe he's gone. Spoke to him on the phone and less than an hour later I pull up at my house and they are doing CPR on him. He was so happy and healthy, and never in my wildest...
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John Howard, I did it I drove to Chad's house in Scott, LA on Sunday and really enjoyed visiting with him and Jessica. Their house is beautiful and I love it. On Monday I got brave and drove to...
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Dear John, I am still amazed at how "Happy" all of my "FIRST" have been. Sure I am sad because you are not here to share them with me and the kids. But you always have a way of showing me you...
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Dear John Howard: Well I did it and survived! I have not driven to New Orleans in over 25 years because you went everywhere with me or one of my girls. So today I had to drive there to bring my...
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I woke up this morning and "realized" what I myself need and want. I will no longer worry about what other people say and think of me. As my opinion of myself is all that matters. As long as...
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Woke up Wednesday morning feeling anxious not knowing whether or not I should go, had mixed feelings. I packed and did a few last minute things. My daughter Kristy called and I was crying like a...
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Good Morning, Didn't sleep worth a crap last night. But woke up feeling fantastic! Feel like my old self. You know when you meet someone and they make you want to be a better person, well that...
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John, Oh well here I go again. One week from today would be our 33rd Wedding Anniversary. If you were still here we would be getting excited about where we would be going. So I have decided to...
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John Howard! When I look in the mirror who do I see looking back at me. I remember the 18 yr. old girl that was so carefree and so in love. Not a worry in the world, no worldly possessions but...
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John, Well babe, you have been gone 6 months now. Who would have ever thought I would be on this solo journey. It has been a like a rollercoaster the ups and downs, highs and lows from one...
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