Another First!

John Howard, I did it I drove to Chad's house in Scott, LA on Sunday and really enjoyed visiting with him and Jessica.  Their house is beautiful and I love it.  On Monday I got brave and drove to Lafayette all by myself can you believe it probably not but I am sure you were riding with me.  LOL.  Yes and then Chad and Jessica got to meet my new friend.  It was interesting he brought his handicapped brother and we had a great time.  Chad doesn't think he is good enough for me but what else is new no one will ever be as good as you in your kids eyes.  Let's face it their "MOM" is perfect, just kidding we both know that isn't true, but don't tell them OK.   Not sure if anything will come of it but I am learning to venture out on my own once again.  I was so afraid of getting on the road by myself since we were always together I didn't think I could do it.  But if you put your mind to it you can do anything.  My sisters were shocked needless to say I didn't tell them anything they happened to call while I was on the road.  They keep calling me high maintenance  and so does Kristy I don't know where they get that from.  Chad said he can't see me dating someone that has cows and wears cowboy boots.  I think that is hilarious because he married Jessica and her family has the cows and she wears cowgirl boots.  I even gave Chad your gun so he could hunt with her family who would have ever thought Chad would be hunting or living in the Country.  So my next trip will be a Vacation by myself, maybe not quite sure though who knows maybe I will choose some random person to come wouldn't that blow the kids mind.  Sounds like something I would do doesn't it, they just don't know that side of their mother but that is the girl you fell in love with and somewhere along the way she got lost.  The kids are thinking I am nuts and so are my sisters if they only knew ;-).  We were so in love and so playful but they had no clue who we really were did they.  We kept that part of our lives private and to ourselves.  And now it is just me being playful and blowing their minds, I love it.  They are ready to have me committed.  Think I could make a will and say if they have me committed they will get no portion of their inheritance sounds great to me.  Oh well babe Christmas is almost here and you will be spending it with Joshua our baby I so wish I would be there to share it with ya'll.  We will try to make Christmas special for Lexi and Maddox although we both know how hard that will be it just won't be the same.  I miss you and love you babe more than words could ever say, till we meet again my love!  Dra'