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  Lost

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  Last Reply: hsgramabrenda 11/30/2020

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  I just don't know what to do anymore. I've been with my husband for like 17 years. Obviously we've had many up's and down's over the years. Several years ago we separated for only a few weeks because I was really depressed and lashed out and didn't know what to do. Shortly after we went to counseling and it helped a lot. I think we need to go back. We're in a terrible cycle where we're unhappy with ourselves which make it so we aren't having healthy conversations/discussions. It's a lot of...

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  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 12/20/2018

  invisible-girl commented on the discussion A few sweet nothings.....

• Healthy Relationships
  

  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 12/20/2018

  invisible-girl commented on the discussion A few sweet nothings.....

• Healthy Relationships
  

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  Posted: 12/01/2018

  invisible-girl commented on the discussion A few sweet nothings.....

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  Posted: 11/30/2018

  invisible-girl commented on the discussion A few sweet nothings.....

• Healthy Relationships
  

  A few sweet nothings....

  Posted by: invisible-girl

  Last Reply: rmb 12/22/2018

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  ”I hate you””You stupid dumb bitch””You don’t care, all you ever think about is yourself.””You can do anything right””You would be able to get it right if you cared.”“You lie so you don’t count as a person.””I should just die, not like anyone cares.””Just leave me alone.””Get the fuck away from me, I fucking hate you, you dumb stupid bitch””God you just ruin everything “....how much more am I supposed to take?

• Dialysis
  

  Information

  Posted by: invisible-girl

  Last Reply: LeahrAllen 01/20/2019

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  hey everyone. My husband is 30 and will begin dialysis this next Tuesday. He’s scared, hell we all are. I don’t know what to expect. I don’t know how I can help him besides loving him and doing my best to support him. I read a few other posts talking about food restrictions...what type of restrictions. We’ve never heard anything about that.  Weve known this was coming for a while now. 5 years ago is when they brought it up but it’s time now and we’re scared. Please any help or...

• Depression
  

  Fml

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  Last Reply: SimpsonsOK 08/19/2018

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  I just can’t ever seem to get it right. It shouldn’t be that hard. But every choice I constantly talk myself out of it. Which is always the wrong choice. God I’m just so fucking stupid. Why can’t I just ever think straight? Why do I always get it wrong?i knew I should have wnded it a long time ago. I don’t know why I’m still here. Now I’m stuck. I have my beautiful girl which is the only thing keeping me going. I have to find a way to keep going. To change my thought processes....

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• Healthy Relationships
  

  Lost

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  Last Reply: rmb 08/19/2018

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  my husband is dying. I try to do as much as I can to take it off his plate. I keep making mistakes, making him mad, making him wish he was dead. I have to be perfect. I don’t know what to do. I love him so much I just want him to be okay. I want him to be around and enjoy our daughter it I don’t know how to get him to see any positive in life. 

• Dialysis
  

  Spouse

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  Last Reply: Mesa 06/12/2018

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  my husband is 30 years old and in end stage kidney failure. He has not started dialysis yet but his nephrologist says it’s a matter of time, we will keep pushing it off for as long as possible but it won’t be a surprise if it comes within a months time. Hes been on the transplant list for 3 years now. We’ve been trying hard to find a live donor for him and earlier this year we thought we had one but the last test results for the donor did not look good so he was denied. There is someone...

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  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 06/04/2018

  invisible-girl commented on the discussion Tired.

• Depression
  

  Tired

  Posted by: invisible-girl

  Last Reply: WanderingVet 06/05/2018

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  I don’t want to mess up anymore. My husband is dying slowly from kidney failure. He has sacrificed so much and I can’t ever seem to for him. I constantly try my best to show my love and do everything I can to always help him. Yet no matter what I do I always seem to mess it up. Each mistake just shows him how much “I don’t love him. That I don’t care “.  We have a beautiful little girl and that gave me a sense of purpose. Put a stop to the suicidal thoughts. But now whenever she...