halike
Status: Its been a while, but I'm doing good for right now.
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I have these thoughts in my head, some of them tell me to do this, and others tell me not to listen to those other thoughts. Today I learned that we all make decisions that either lead to profit or...
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I have these thoughts in my head, some of them tell me to do this, and others tell me not to listen to those other thoughts. Today I learned that we all make decisions that either lead to profit or...
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well that goal pretty much died, kinda sad, kinda dont give a fuck. Now i gotta find out how to delete that goal
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It isnt mine, just something I seen, it wont let me post the text so here is the linkhttp://gabrielgadfly.com/poetry/why-i-hate-reading-maps
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Just listening to music and fighting back some tears beacuse of it. this is what I'm listening to http://8tracks.com/cloudncrono/for-when-you-are-truly-in-love
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I listen to music to forget you. The lryics, the drums, the guitar and everything else help drown the pain I feel inside. I blare the music to forget about you, and those emotions that plauge me, the...
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I'm thinking about killing myself right now. Ive felt so good recently and then all of a sudden I'm spiraling down. If I had a knife I would leave my friends house and go cut my wrists as deep as I...
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I dont know anymore. I feel like I'm betraying her, but in the same sense she has turned my whole life upside down. I seen her today and I literally felt nothing, no remorse, no anger, no regret, no...
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Maybe I do this to myself on an unconscious level. I was fine today, really tired, but I was ok. Then after talking to her I feel so unimprotant, so insignificant. I honestly dont know if I believe...
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started to diet
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I did some mediation but couldn't focus. On a bad note I reopened my vein again. It feels good to have done it. But its bad that I'm longing to do it again.
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went for a run after work, maybe a new habit?
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I just feel like I'm back where I started. I feel like I want to die right now. I feel like Im dying on the inside, I like it because I wont feel sad if I do, but I hate it because I will lose...
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Did some yoga, trying to make it habitual
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Well we're talking. I dont know how she sounds... She sounds like nothing ever happened, I hope that that is a sign she is going to forgive me.
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