halike
Status: Its been a while, but I'm doing good for right now.
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Well, weed.... Its been helping me through some of these ups and downs. I'll admit that I over indluged myself more than just once, but as of recently I have had things in control and have been...
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I'm so alone now, I'm sad deep down. I'm lonely. I'm having flashbacks and vivid dreams of memories replaying in my mind. It is the hardest thing for me now. I don't need this, I need to be free of...
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I just keep going up, and like clockwork I go back down out of no where. All of the old memories and people that I've gotten over seen to come back to my mind. Those memories and people put me down,...
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My life is based upon waves, waves that determine how I feel what I do or how I am. These waves have left me depressed, left me with so much hate and anger inside me it's so hard to keep it in...
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I was doing good, not great but good and then for some reason shit just went down the drain. I'm cutting tonight, its the only real release I have besides weed, vodka and sleeping pills, which I have...
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I dont know, I feel happy but at the same time there is an underlying factor of sadness. She helps me with it, she makes me truly happy, but there are times like right now that no matter I feel so...
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Today I learned about dreams about death in psychology class, and I have a dream where I'm being chased and eventually killed in an attic. Its a reoccurring dream that I've had at both points of...
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Music is my outlet, Its my release. I listen to sad songs when I'm sadAnd happy songs when I'm glad. But when I listen to them I become inspiredInspired to feel my emotions at a new levelInspired...
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Today was very wierd for me. I went from really hungover and worried about someone I care about to being very sad, and wanting to cut my problems away. Then I came up and sank further down an hour...
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I keep my feelings deep inside me, the feelings that are sad. But they're eating their way out of me slowly, slowly killing me it seems. Slowly convincing me to cut, and do other things. And when I...
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It has been exactly one month since my world seemed to fall apart. Since someone who I truly truly loved told me they wanted to take a break, and deep down I really knew it was over but I still...
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Wrecked my truck. Its going to be hard to save money now, I will be spending it all on my damn truck.
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day one and I have eaten less and somewhat healthy today. Although I didnt do much excercise
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I do this to myself. I torture myself with thoughts of you, of all our memories. I do this because I love you dearly, no matter what Samantha. I think of you and I feel like I lost the biggest...
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I have these thoughts in my head, some of them tell me to do this, and others tell me not to listen to those other thoughts. Today I learned that we all make decisions that either lead to profit or...
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