halike
Status: Its been a while, but I'm doing good for right now.
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- I don't know how to meet people, how to make friends in real life, and by that I mean person to person. I've had the same best friend since the third grade, and as long as we've been friends we really don't have much in common anymore. I have never...
- Guys, I dropped, and I dropped fucking hard. I had an amazing day today, I even made $200. But now, I'm really bad. I wrote a suicide letter, not that I planned on killing myself right now, but if I keep spiraling like this I wouldn't be able to...
- POSSIBLE TRIGGER WARNINGMy theory connects depression and self harm in any form. I've really been pondering a lot of aspects of my life for the past few weeks, and to a point I have numbed myself, this may trigger old feelings, and thats the last...
- Do you know why we randomly crash? It seems as if every now and then I just drop for no reason, and when I really think about it I have reasons to be happy, but yet even so I still crash.... I'm curious if anyone has a theory about this?
- How do you do it? It's just a simple question that I don't know the answer to. I feel as if I can't answer it soon I will go insane thinking about her. Uh know this bid my first post here, and sorry if this just seems like an empty post. The long...
- So about this time last year I had troubles with a girlfriend and it turned into a bad breakup, I ended up here and on the verge of doing a lot of bad things. By some chance, blessed or damned, I ended up back with her this last winter. And now the...
- I'm falling right now. I went from being totally ok and super happy yesterday to seriously thinking about cutting again. I can't handle this.....
- I've really taken into meditation, it's honestly the only time that I can just calm my mind, let it drift freely, open doors that need to be opened. For me it has become a coping method with depression, stress and everything else, but more...
- For the past few days I have been falling back down, my addictions are coming back even stronger than before, and its starting to get to be too much any more. I'm starting to just have thoughts about cutting again, and the shittiest part is that its...
- It's been a while since I've started to feel depression, like real depression. Its just like you can feel the change of the seasons. If I go back then I seriously doubt I'll ever be right again. I'm fighting it, or at least trying to, but for how...
- When ever I say something over a text or email that I'm not 100% sure about and that person takes forever to respond I always have the worst anxiety about it, Im having it right now. I dont know what to do to relax. Does anybody have some advice on...
- For the past month I have been through many changes, and almost killed myself over these changes. But now these changes have really turned me around and in a sense made me a different person. Im now taking my meditation seriously and my medication...
- Every day is a new day. Today I'm not going to think about the past. Today I'm going to edit pictures for my photography, go to work, and go for a nice long run...Thats what I'm going to do, but what about you? What are you going to do?
- Its funny, yesterday I was feeling happy and free, but by last night I was feeling sad. It was feeling like I am loosing love for someone that I had cared about so much. Part of me feels that it is maybe good, but the other part of me is tearing...
- Im trying but it seems as if every single thing reminds me of her. I'm trying to let her go but I dont know how long I can do it with out going back to hurting myself again. It was so addictive, it used to clear my mind, and help me cope. But the...