SeanPain
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- I was diagnosed with bipolar 7 years ago, Ive always dealt with extreme amounts of anger and self hate, Married for 12 years now and seperated for 2.5 because my " wife " yet again wanted someone else and only turns to me when she feels alone after...
- I have been so verbally abusive to everyone that has ever loved me.....they have ALL left me because of it and while i dont blame them i am extremely lonely and becoming more and more seclusive by the day. I want to go back into the hospital but i...
- Just wanted to let u guys know that im not coming back to DS...... I have no money/no phone/ no food I have NOTHING and now i cant even pick up $60 a week by donating plasma because my fucking heart rate is shooting through the fucking roof...
- S after a week full of physical pain im to the point to where im fucking fed the fuck up.........I dont even feel like a fucking FRAGMENT of what or who i use to be, I remember when NON OF THIS WAS A MOTHERFUCKING ISSUE GOD DAMN...
- so now on top of back issues/wrist issues/mental issues/marriage issues.....i now have issues in my legs stimming from the back surgery.....wtf else is gonna happen??!!! Fucking tired of this shit
- Ok a brief historyMy main love in life was ALWAYS professional wrestling and nothing else quite honestly.....even my wife came 2nd to it and i didnt care about her or anyone while i was at a show....... But then in late 2008 jusy as i had finally...
- **** POSSIBLE TRIGGER ****So all ive been able to think about lately is how i dont think that my wife EVER had TRUE feelings for me....... I mean i thought she did but then it was like everytime times got hard and we were struggling she pretty much...
- YOU changed my lifeYOU forced me to grow upYOU made my life worth something for so longYOU filled the hole in my heart AND soulBUTYOU decided to seek anotherYOU crushed my heartYOU laughed at me for loving you so deeplyYOU played me for a foolYOU...
- Idk what to do anymore...........It honestly feels like my time is up........Like im not gonna be here much longer.......Like i have nothing in my future....well thats gonna help me atleast. Im sure i have plenty of bad coming my way tho......Im...
- I just cant stop fucking up......cant stop falling.......cant pull myself up
- Well just got sent a bunch of new shit about my wifes posts on Facebook and it opened my eyes even further to what she was saying about me and WHEN it all started.........Im seriously about to just call her ( *67 of course ) and let her know exactly...
- WOW.......So just to make everything worse in my life right now ijust lost my license......so now if my brother quits this job im completely fucked,
- WOW.......So just to make everything worse in my life right now ijust lost my license......so now if my brother quits this job im completely fucked,
- So since last week when my step dad went back to work on the road ( he's a trucker ) My mom has been really positive toward me again but he came back home last night because he fell on ice or something in a parking lot and messed his shoulder up (...
- My mom and step dad asked if me and my brother would want to be added to their ATT phone plan for $40/month each and we said yes because we need a phone just in case the truck breaks down or w/e and now they're in the next room complaining about how...