Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
I was diagnosed with bipolar 7 years ago, Ive always dealt with extreme amounts of anger and self hate, Married for 12 years now and seperated for 2.5 because my " wife " yet again wanted someone else and only turns to me when she feels alone after losing that someone else.
I was hospitalized BY HER in 2012 and lost my job that i LOVED, After that i had to move because if not i would have hurt her very badly or done even worse than that.
Anyways, i am again in that deep dark place in my mind where im feeling that everything is building up on my shoulders and its just to much. I hate myself so much now because im a failure at life and couldnt even hold onto my wife because of this illness. Im not sure if im gonna do anything about it but i feel that i no longer want to live. I have nobody to talk to anymore, i have nobody in my corner that cares anymore..... i dont know what to do.
I was hospitalized BY HER in 2012 and lost my job that i LOVED, After that i had to move because if not i would have hurt her very badly or done even worse than that.
Anyways, i am again in that deep dark place in my mind where im feeling that everything is building up on my shoulders and its just to much. I hate myself so much now because im a failure at life and couldnt even hold onto my wife because of this illness. Im not sure if im gonna do anything about it but i feel that i no longer want to live. I have nobody to talk to anymore, i have nobody in my corner that cares anymore..... i dont know what to do.
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Good Thursday to you!I've been watching a really long trial on Youtube these last couple of nights and will finish tomorrowHopefully I'll be in the land of nod soon and I hope my peeps are having sweet dreams followed by a great daySending hugs...xo
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Hey all, i know its been quite awhile since i posted on here. Its been a summer all right. Its been something else........... You know how they say not to open the can of worms? Well a few months ago i decided to find out what my due date would have been for my first baby, the one conceived by r***. My baby would have been due on March 4th of 2006. They would be 20 years old. I was R**** on June...
It's natural you are going to have the anger and depression - are you on meds? Have you discussed this with your psychiatrist?
I've also gone through a divorce... The only thing that I can say was once it was completely done and I moved on life got a whole lot better
Staying in Purgatory was the pits!!!!
There is life after divorce and it takes two for a marriage to fail... We're in your corner... Another hug and a blessing...xo
http://www.dailystrength.org/c/Breakups-Divorce/support-group
Hugs.