On top of that i just found out that prior to November 1st 2012 when me and my wife seperated she was seeing a guy living about an hour from the house for about 4-5 months prior to breaking ties with me.........i seriously dont fucking know what to do now because this is just fucking with me horribly........idk what to do....she's telling ppl that i hit her and now ppl that were on both of our facebooks believe this and i HAVE NEVER EVER FUCKING HIT A WOMAN. i dont wanna fucking live anymore.......my stomach is all fucking knotted up and i feel like i have to fucking puke my guts out

Try to calm down and try to stay positive , you are going through some major stressors . Do some things to take your mind off of all the things going down in your life now .

I am sorry you are going through all this crap , try to keep the faith .

Please keep in touch with the group if you can .

I am sorry to hear all of this is happening to you at once. Please try to stay strong.

HUGS

Ok so the internet got paid today so im good there atleast.........Now the sadness is turning to anger and im glad that im so far away from her now and never intend to go back there.......If i were to go back i have no doubt in my mind that i would do to her exactly what she has said i already did and it kind of scares me that i believe without a doubt that i would do that. Lately i came to a point to where i honestly didnt want her to ever hurt the way she has hurt me over the last 12 years but now i hope to god that one day she feels every bit of fucking pain that she has made me fucking feel and i hope to be there to see all of it fucking come crashing down upon her cheating backstabbing fucking kaniving fucking head. I HATE HER SO MUCH FOR ALL OF THIS BULLSHIT SHE HAS PUT ME THROUGH.

This is directly from her facebook

Had a great time with my baby last night and loved waking up next to him this morning.....IM SO HAPPY!!!

fyi i was led to believe that she was at her moms house that night taking care of her because her mom was very sick all that week.......

Hey Sean,

You're right...what you are going through right now sucks...there's just no getting around that. You've been treated badly and unfairly. Know that everyone here believes YOU. We know that you would not hit your spouse.

I would like to ask a few questions and maybe you can tell me what you think? How would you feel about shutting down Facebook for awhile? I mean you don't live near your ex or those old friends, and you said you are not going back, so if you shut it down do you think you could avoid some of the lies and drama?

Any true friends you have on Facebook can be reached via email, Google.,..etc....I did this after my divorce, and it helped a whole lot, so do you think it could help you?

Also I'm wondering if you think a grief support group might be helpful? You have suffered many losses and maybe it might be good to be around other people dealing with loss and the anger that comes with loss? Almost every hospital has a grief support group. Is that something you would check out?

Dunno....just some questions that popped into my head.
I think you are doing a really good job hanging on...you may be hanging on by threads, but you are still hanging on..you are stronger than you know.

Here if you need someone,
Anna

Actually i ended up completely cutting off facebook all together after i erased my first profile i made a different one with a completely different name so she couldnt find me but then my curiosity got the better of me and i looked at her page and read the comments on stauses she had posted around the time she wanted me gone for good and well like they say curiosity killed the cat. Now i can barely sleep because im so pissed off all the time and on top of that my mom is even starting her shit about me and my brother now........Ive tried the grief support thing before and although at first it was very helpful it ended up just making me constantly think about everything going on and it almost landed me in the hospital after only being out for around a month. I am just sooooo tired of hearing and living shit like this over and over again. idk what to do...... Back in 2005 when it happened the first time i tried many times to kill myself but it just didnt work so atleast im not that bad atm i guess

When people write things on FB I cause they want others to see it. I am glad you shut fb down and not playing her game. Maybe you can check the local recreation centers and see what activities they have, Keeping busy is the best thing.