hardycat

I have been crying all day. No I'm not in any pain! I don't need to speak to my psychiatrist. But yet the tears won't stop flowing. I guess it just along time in coming. I usually do self harm or...

my parents have been married 62 years. I think I've seen my father cry twice in all that time. Both of these times it was because of a death of a loved one or severe illness in the family. But today...

I have decided to separate from my family problems as much as possible. I can no longer be responsible for other people's happiness. I cannot intervene in my brothers possible suicide. I have given...

I have decided to separate from my family problems as much as possible. I can no longer be responsible for other people's happiness. I cannot intervene in my brothers possible suicide. I have given...

I spoke to my psychiatrist this morning. He said as long as I was eating something, I would be fine. My eating disorders come and go with stress. He has placed me on meal replacement supplement for...

I am very anxious! I cannot eat. Every time I think about eating, all I could think about is the calorie count. Although I given opportunities to eat, I just can't. Being eating disordered does not...

birthdays come and go in my family. There is no great celebration. Hugs aren't given. There are no candles. There is no special e-mails. I have lived 51 glorious hard years I take comfort in that. I...

I figured something out for myself. My brain is so crowded that I have broken my life into small pieces. Everything I do is an accomplishment. For example, if I wake up take a shower and get dressed...

if I wrote down everything I was feeling tonight, I think I would lose all my friends I have here on daily strength. You see I don't think I have a positive bone in my body anymore. Everything turns...

if I wrote down everything I was feeling tonight, I think I would lose all my friends I have here on daily strength. You see I don't think I have a positive bone in my body anymore. Everything turns...

LIFE SHOULD NOT BE THIS HARD

I want a dog. Not that my cat isn't nice he is just lazy sleeping in my bed or napping in the nearest window. He drinks and uses his litter box. He doesn't even chase his ball mouse or string. He has...

I went to see my psychiatrist yesterday. It was a normal questionnaire visit meaning he ask the following questions: one do you feel suicidal at this point and time? No I said. Are you practicing...

Eating or notI will admit here now that I absolutely have eating disorders.Most of the time I do wonderful Fruits vegetables and grains.But lately I have hit a roadblock. Since my mom doesn't cook...

I feel great today.My new medication has kicked in.My stomach doesn't hurt.My eating disorder is in remission for now.My sister has taken my mom out for the day.I am in less pain then before.I shall...