hardycat

I figured something out for myself. My brain is so crowded that I have broken my life into small pieces. Everything I do is an accomplishment. For example, if I wake up take a shower and get dressed...

if I wrote down everything I was feeling tonight, I think I would lose all my friends I have here on daily strength. You see I don't think I have a positive bone in my body anymore. Everything turns...

if I wrote down everything I was feeling tonight, I think I would lose all my friends I have here on daily strength. You see I don't think I have a positive bone in my body anymore. Everything turns...

LIFE SHOULD NOT BE THIS HARD

I want a dog. Not that my cat isn't nice he is just lazy sleeping in my bed or napping in the nearest window. He drinks and uses his litter box. He doesn't even chase his ball mouse or string. He has...

I went to see my psychiatrist yesterday. It was a normal questionnaire visit meaning he ask the following questions: one do you feel suicidal at this point and time? No I said. Are you practicing...

Eating or notI will admit here now that I absolutely have eating disorders.Most of the time I do wonderful Fruits vegetables and grains.But lately I have hit a roadblock. Since my mom doesn't cook...

I feel great today.My new medication has kicked in.My stomach doesn't hurt.My eating disorder is in remission for now.My sister has taken my mom out for the day.I am in less pain then before.I shall...

Everybody gets presents at Christmas.Everybody gets paid for a job well done.Everybody gets wisdom as they age.But does everyone get recognition for just surviving life when it's difficult?My mother...

Her memory is going faster than I thought.My sister is now my mother or that lady who cleans my house every day.Time means nothing nor clocks calendars.Her anger is over nothing just say the wrong...

I have so many worries, but you have all heard them before. so I won't bore you with them at this point.suicide is not an option! But worrying is making me sick.

one lone flower is beautiful nonetheless.

so you were right. Remember last week when I said I wasn't going to take my medicine. Well I ended up in the hospital. Not a psych ward but a medical one. Because you see I stopped my ulcer medicine...

It is my opinion that Casey Anthony got away with murder. And the media have made a circus of her release. Today they're talking about whisking her away to a safe place in Ohio. They are talking...

I have decided to go off my meds for the time being! I just want my insides to match my outside world. The meds are not right anyway. I bitch at my mother at least that is her messed up perception....