hardycat

God I know you out there and that I am part of your beautiful landscape of life but is an artist truly ever satisfied with his work.

Just because one has a physical disability, Does that make their psychiatric issues any less painful. having multiple issues is sometimes very frustrating   because people are opening  my eyes to...

Love should be like a gentle rainfall over a life time.  Others may believe love is only important during a natural disaster such as a hurricane. 

I am having a much better day.  I found out what social services I can receive under Medicare and Medicaid.  I can get a therapist that will come to my home so I can discuss certain issues such as...

it's getting harder and harder to hang on to life.  Although I would never harm myself in any way, sometimes I lose my reason for living.  Everything seems to be crashing down.  My mother isn't...

I want to believe in something bigger than myself. Perhaps there is a God just for me.  I have to believe in him now because there is too many bad things going on in my life which cannot be fixed...

I have finally accepted the life I have.  Yes I am very isolated, but that is not my fault.  I had to have a place to live. And my house was free without it I would be homeless.  Yes I do you have...

My whole entire family knows that my mother has  Alzheimer's disease. my brothers sister know but they chose not to acknowledge it openly  It is never talk about as a family.  My father protects...

my parents always said I wasn't born with an instruction manual. Because I had cerebral palsy , being the good parents they were they always listened to doctors and educators. I was labeled...

it isn't easy but I've finally made some connections with really positive people.  I'm not completely alone anymore.  I reaching my goal of not purging for 30 days.  It's been three days without...

I don't know the difference between extreme loneliness and death.  I try to think but I really don't know.  I would never kill myself but someone tell me the difference because I don't know.

my psychiatrist   keeps saying there is nothing wroth dying over.  Yes there is the thought of being placed in a nursing home for the rest of my life really is something worth dying over.  I have...

I survived my first day without my old pal Alice.  That is what I call my eating disorder.  Although she was close at hand I did not to she choose not to lean on her.  30 more days to go.

I'm finally making some connections.  I don't feel so alone anymore.  This site may work for me.  Any friends I make are a great improvement

the way I can become a much happier person is to control my eating disorders. I was told the thinner I was the better I could walk on my crutches.  So I had eating disorders for the past 35 years. ...