calorie

I am very anxious! I cannot eat. Every time I think about eating, all I could think about is the calorie count. Although I given opportunities to eat, I just can't. Being eating disordered does not really bother me, but being taken out of my house because I can't take care of myself properly . I can leave here. My mom still needs me. I think I am setting myself up for fall. Eating really doesn't interest me. The last time I went to the psychiatrist I had lost 15 pounds in 4 weeks. I cannot afford either by money or by time to go to the hospital, but my stress level is very high. Any words of advice or encouragement would be greatly appreciated.