hardycat

Today has been a wonderful day!  I am splattered with red and yellow paint.  I will try to paint every day or so.  My hands are not always in control.  But that really doesn't matter to me.  The...

Today I have finally put my fears to rest.  I a.m. in no way eligible for a nursing facility. As long as someone will come to my home and see to my day to day care, I will live out my life in my own...

I am worthy of being loved.  I do not deserve all the negativity  in my life.  I am funny.  I am smart.  I am interesting.  I am very special.  There is only one me.  And God never makes...

due to family circumstances, people can hear me but they are unable to listen.  I miss the sounds of peoples voices good or bad.

I took a very small step yesterday.  I ate something.  It wasn't forced.  I want a better life for myself no matter how small.  I don't want to climb a mountain or write the great American...

today there is a sense of peace in my heart.  I have finally decided that I cannot control everything in my life.  I started saying very simple prayers to God.  I may never set foot in a church or...

I have always feared feeling sorry for myself.  I have been told by parents and doctors alike never let yourself feel self-pity.  Now I wouldn't recommend self-pity every day.  But today I felt a...

God I know you out there and that I am part of your beautiful landscape of life but is an artist truly ever satisfied with his work.

Just because one has a physical disability, Does that make their psychiatric issues any less painful. having multiple issues is sometimes very frustrating   because people are opening  my eyes to...

Love should be like a gentle rainfall over a life time.  Others may believe love is only important during a natural disaster such as a hurricane. 

I am having a much better day.  I found out what social services I can receive under Medicare and Medicaid.  I can get a therapist that will come to my home so I can discuss certain issues such as...

it's getting harder and harder to hang on to life.  Although I would never harm myself in any way, sometimes I lose my reason for living.  Everything seems to be crashing down.  My mother isn't...

I want to believe in something bigger than myself. Perhaps there is a God just for me.  I have to believe in him now because there is too many bad things going on in my life which cannot be fixed...

I have finally accepted the life I have.  Yes I am very isolated, but that is not my fault.  I had to have a place to live. And my house was free without it I would be homeless.  Yes I do you have...

My whole entire family knows that my mother has  Alzheimer's disease. my brothers sister know but they chose not to acknowledge it openly  It is never talk about as a family.  My father protects...