hardycat

my parents always said I wasn't born with an instruction manual. Because I had cerebral palsy , being the good parents they were they always listened to doctors and educators. I was labeled...

it isn't easy but I've finally made some connections with really positive people.  I'm not completely alone anymore.  I reaching my goal of not purging for 30 days.  It's been three days without...

I don't know the difference between extreme loneliness and death.  I try to think but I really don't know.  I would never kill myself but someone tell me the difference because I don't know.

my psychiatrist   keeps saying there is nothing wroth dying over.  Yes there is the thought of being placed in a nursing home for the rest of my life really is something worth dying over.  I have...

I survived my first day without my old pal Alice.  That is what I call my eating disorder.  Although she was close at hand I did not to she choose not to lean on her.  30 more days to go.

I'm finally making some connections.  I don't feel so alone anymore.  This site may work for me.  Any friends I make are a great improvement

the way I can become a much happier person is to control my eating disorders. I was told the thinner I was the better I could walk on my crutches.  So I had eating disorders for the past 35 years. ...

If I have only one good friend that is enough.

 The politeness is gone. There are no more smiles or laughter. A simple I love you is out of the question.Doors open and close without such as a knock. Phones ring all hours of the day and night...

Hold onhold on to laughter because you may need it later.Hold on to the beauty so you may find it again.Hold on to your friends because you may be all they have.Hold on to your mind because you may...

another normal life is another person's trauma. I have a lot of problems and trauma. But I'm still alive. I still can think a clear thought. I have a lot of bad memories and flashbacks. But those...

another normal life is another person's trauma. I have a lot of problems and trauma. But I'm still alive. I still can think a clear thought. I have a lot of bad memories and flashbacks. But those...

I have made a true connection with someone today. He was there all along. He helped me through a desperate hour. Now I have someone who really needs me. I can't die if someone really needs me. I made...

I once wanted complete control over everything in my life. But now I feel totally out of control. Maybe it's time I gave my life over to someone or something braver and bigger than myself. I tried...

sometimes all you can do is begin again.Sometimes just when you think it over you find a glimmer of light.Sometimes when you can not hang on anymore more someone throws you a new rope.Sometimes when...