nemesis6
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- So I find myself all alone again, because I made friends with a serial abandoner with abandonment issues. Cut all ties with me without warning, and left me just when I really needed her. Looks like that just proved that I can't rely on anyone but...
- I have been cut free for about a year. Ow, but until things started to get tough for me at work, I didn't realise what was happening. I started skipping meals, feeling incredible guilt for eating. I became obsessive over calories, always reading the...
- Three months ago the company I work for went bust. Iv been looking for work everyday since then. And now it's been so long and iv had so many disappointments with interviews that serious hopelessness is starting to set in.Waiting for recruiters to...
- Hi, I'm new on here and it's my mother that has a bad shopping addiction for about the past 30 yrs. my brother has been giving her money when the chips are down, little does he know she just goes out and spends it and incurs more debt.Listen, iv...
- Today started out like any other. I decided to buy some more oil paints before work from the art shop down the high street. After buying the paint, I looked at my watch and realised I still had an hour before work. So I went to the park, and the two...
- I feel so alone and isolated. Iv just broken up with my boyfriend, and left my job because i need a career change and it was making me miserable, it was a horrible place. I hate myself, and i hate living a lie pretending im straight when im not. I...
- iv been with my bf for about a year now. and i asked him if he wanted to spend a couple of nights at my house in a few weeks while my mums on holiday. she said it was fine, and i havent seen him for ages. So when i bring it up, at first he tells me...
- I and my class were sexually abused by my school teacher when i was 6 yrs old.Now im 26 i still have flashbacks and self harm and have difficulty with sex and intimacy.And last night i was having dinner with mum and she said as part of their...
- These past few days iv been isolating myself from ppl, trying not to cut, and most of all resisting suicide.I just want the pain to stop ya know? I want to stop hating myself, and hating my job my life, and most of all i dont want to be bisexual.Its...
- this guy kept disappointing me, over and over again. until he turned round and said oh, by the way i havent got that holiday off in september (that we booked together). That was it for me, the final nail in the coffin. everytime i asked him to meet...
- Iv been in a relationship with a guy for nearly a year now, and now im feeling like i miss dating women. I miss their touch and how soft they are.I suppose it doesnt help that due to our working hours me and my honey hardly get to see eachother...
- I was having a chat with my boyf whom i love very much last night. And it was just about the top 10 things that are important to him.and after telling me, he asked me the same question. and it was then that after thinking about it, i realised that i...
- Im very certain I have BPD. Iv felt like this for years, always alone, unloved, isolated, and like everyone hates me or will hate me unless I pretend to be 'something' that I think they will love. Iv felt like this since I was 13, but I only started...
- Iv been dating my boyfriend for nearly a year now, but I'm starting to wonder if he has a drink and drugs problem. When I go over to his flat there's like 3 bottles of empty beer and and empty bottle of whiskey on the floor. But bcz i don't see him...
- When living with yourself becomes a horrible thing,A thing you feel like you're doing for other people,A net of isolation grips you until you feel you can't breathe any more.I wonder so many times to myself, do they pretend not to notice the scars...