SomeGuy092
Status: I'm SomeGuy092. I didn't know what else to write down.
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- I tried to kill myself this afternoon. I chickened out. I don't want to go into too many details about the attempt because I'm unsure if that's okay on this site. This is as short as I can make it. I tried to hang myself. I was there for a dozen...
- I've tried to kill myself in past more than once and each attempt ended with me chickening out. Then, I have the thought that I'm just a coward. I hate that I'm too scared to kill myself. Fear is really why I haven't committed suicide yet. I've...
- I cut myself out of anger, out of feeling hopeless, and I cut myself to punish myself. Other times, I cut myself and I forget why. I feel as though it is something I should do. I feel as though I should hurt myself. I hate myself.
- I think about killing myself, and then, I think that I might make the people that I know miserable. Yet, I lean towards the idea of suicide anyway. Then, I feel like a bad person. I think I'm an asshole. Then, I remember that no one in real life...
- I keep thinking about what would hypothetically be the right time to kill myself. I have been thinking about it on and off for three days now including today. Every time I make a mistake, big or small, that same thought comes to mind. The idea...
- Do you ever feel like you just go through life with the thought of suicide as an option on the table? I feel that everyday for a long while now. I keep thinking that I should consider suicide as an option on the table. Other than that, I'm...
- I was thinking about killing myself by strangulation. I was thinking about it for a while, maybe for 2 weeks. I live with my mother, my stepdad, and my siblings. I thought about about how they would feel about it. I could only comprehend that they...
- As of right now, I'm sent a request to the dailystrength.org team to change my username to SomeGuy092. I do not feel strongly about any other words that can describe me without sounding too depressing. I'm black, I'm an American, and I'm a guy. I...
- Hey, I haven't been on here for a long while. I think I didn't post anything here for months. I left this place for a while because, I'm only talking about myself, it looked like to me that I was being too much of a downer. There are people...
- My life looks and feels pointless. I don't feel as though anything can make me actually happy. I can't shake the feeling that I'm starting to care less about things in general. It's been like that for years. I still can't do anything to change...
- Has anyone ever contemplated suicide, but they were scared of death at the same time? I have. It's a nagging feeling. I'm scared of dying, but I still contemplate suicide daily.
- I always felt bored with life, if that makes sense. I felt that way since my second semester in college for 7 years now. I don't want to go through the morbid details about my plan for suicide.I want to get this off my chest. I planned a suicide...
- Being grateful is not helping. I can easily think of many thing to be grateful for, but I still want to die. I want to die and it's hard for me to get out of bed every morning. All I can think about is killing myself so I won't feel anything anymore...
- I'll try to be short. I don't know what I'm doing with my life. I wake up every morning not wanting to do a thing. I keep thinking, "I don't want to do this anymore. I don't want to live anymore. I don't want to wake up anymore." Sometimes, I try to...
- I hate getting up every morning. I don't feel like doing anything. I don't feel like doing my school work anymore. I don't feel motivated to do anything productive. I guess that makes me lazy. I don't care if my family would miss me if I were to...