Without even realising it I have made it almost 2 weeks without cutting. I have been so busy I haven't even had chance to think about it, and I'm so proud of myself for making it this far.I haven't been around much the last few days because I've just been so busy trying to keep myself busy. Does that make sense? Sorry to anyone I've neglected but I've been a bit hyper and me hyper means I really do need to stay busy.Friday I spent looking after a friends little boy who is also my son's best friend. After they finished school for summer at lunch time they both came here to play Wii, play outside and have dinner. After keeping them entertained and feeding them I decided that I felt well enough to go out.Now I haven't been out drinking in a while, not since my last attempt at drinking alcohol ended in a suicide bid, so this was a big step for me. I went out with an ex boyfriend who I haven't seen in a while but am still great friends with. We had a few drinks at his then ventured into town. Town was appalling, there were no people, the pubs were dead and the drinks were expensive. After a few hours I started to feel drunk so we grabbed some food and went back to his.I was so proud of myself that even drunk and when the opportunity arose I did nothing with him. I could have had sex with him and noone would have known, but instead I settled for a cuddle and a chat. I know he would never have pushed anything on to me, but we both also know that when I'm manic I can't say no, so this was a huge step for me :0) Saturday I went shopping with my other half and my son, came home chatted to a friend and decided to go out again. We went to a local social club, where a friend was dj'ing, he's also my wedding dj so I wanted to check out his new equipment and talk to him about songs etc.I didn't really drink Saturday, I was alternating lager with lemonade and really enjoyed myself. I sang on Kareoke, which is something I only do normally when drunk, but I was so relaxed and with a friend of mine there we decided to sing together.We were awful. I know we were, but we had fun which is what counts right?Today I've been to see the Tall Ships in Liverpool. I'll post more about this later once I've managed to upload my picturesI hope everyone else is well