Life's Changes
I am only 5 days away from the 6 month mark of being without Jeff. I can't believe that so much time has passed already.
Now, the boys and I are dealing with their Father, my ex, and his terminal illness. At 58, he is now in a hospital on the Hospice floor. He has not recognized anyone for a couple of days. It was hard for the 4 boys ( my boys and their 2 half brothers) to make the decision that their Father could not make for himself. But they knew this is what is would be. So now, we sit as a family and wait for his last breath.
If someone would have told me 6 months ago that I would lose both men in my life who I have loved and married, I would have called them a liar. But I am living it.
It is here when I know that if I didn't have my faith in God, I could not make it through even one day.
I have been blessed to be a part of many peoples lives. They are my family, if not by blood, then by circumstances.
Now, the boys and I are dealing with their Father, my ex, and his terminal illness. At 58, he is now in a hospital on the Hospice floor. He has not recognized anyone for a couple of days. It was hard for the 4 boys ( my boys and their 2 half brothers) to make the decision that their Father could not make for himself. But they knew this is what is would be. So now, we sit as a family and wait for his last breath.
If someone would have told me 6 months ago that I would lose both men in my life who I have loved and married, I would have called them a liar. But I am living it.
It is here when I know that if I didn't have my faith in God, I could not make it through even one day.
I have been blessed to be a part of many peoples lives. They are my family, if not by blood, then by circumstances.
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It is only by His grace we make it through for sure! Can only imagine the hard time for the boys. Hugs and prayers sent your way...hang in there! xoxo
Sending prayers your way. Kip.