Larissa238

Today I'm feeling better. They were short on staff at work, so I didn't have to work with the girl that gives me attitude. That made me feel a lot better and a lot less stressed. I met this new girl,...

Today I spent most of the day in bed resting... my chest has been hurting walking back and forth from one side of my apartment to the other sometime, but I'm going to try and make it into work...

I woke up this morning feeling like crap. I slept for 14 hours last night and in general didn't feel good. I saw Geo had eaten a bunch of ground beef I had saved for myself and that hurt. I started...

They sent me to the ER today because I went to the clinic and I said I was having chest pains. They say it's costochondritis, where the cartilage between your ribs over your heart gets inflamed. I...

I realize now that I've been depressed for a while now. It's hard for me to recognize my emotions, so I have to go by clues that show me how I'm doing. I haven't been eating and I'm tired no matter...

I'm already starting to get depressed that I can't find a job. I know I need to have a thicker skin, especially with all my limitations in this economy, but I really thought that I would just have to...

I looked today and they have an open position at the clinic that I qualify for, it's just a full time position and I was thinking part time. I know I can't handle a full time position right now, so I...

This entry was lost as well due to computer shutdown. Oh well. I basically talked about going to a BBQ at Geo's dad's house, and how I had fun despite not feeling well. I just felt okay for the day,...

Okay, so that's a funny title for a journal, but I really did get a ton of meat today. I got like 50 pounds of meat... 20 pounds of chicken, 10 pounds of hamburger, 5 pounds of hot dogs and about 10...

Today I got a lot done. I went to the store and got groceries, I did my strength training at the gym, and got some biking done. I dropped off the rent, and they are going to be increasing the amount...

I went to therapy today and it went well. I talked with my therapist and told her I did a journal last night (private) about the assault and trying to let go of it. We talked about the things I said,...

I was feeling just okay yesterday, but I'm back to feeling good today. Hopefully I won't lose this journal like I did yesterday, we will see. What happened was I wrote my journal and when I got to...

I had this whole long journal written and shut down my computer without posting it. I will write more tomorrow.Last night I was feeling not great, but I'm feeling better today. I was saying how when...

Today was my second day in a row of volunteering. It was pretty good, especially since I only worked 3 hours. They had another girl come in and cover the information desk I work at, and she had an...

They asked me today to come in more hours for volunteering. I put in 5 hours today, will do 3 tomorrow and another 3 on Friday. They want me to do 2 3-hour days, normally Monday and Tuesday, and then...