Larissa238

Today I had a horrible migraine. I was in bed, in the dark with ice on my neck. Not fun. Luckily before it got too bad I was able to throw dinner into the crock pot and then go rest. Geo got out the...

Today I got my pills, finally. It turns out that my old psych takes my insurance and I have an appointment on the 9th. She gave me enough to get to that point since I know she is going to change my...

Today I did a mile in less than 20 minutes, which I haven't been able to since high school. I'm proud of myself. I didn't let the rain keep me from my walk and I feel great

I really need to start journaling again. I went last week to see my mom and it was so hard. She's only 60 but looks much older. She is frail and starting to fall more. She can't even get into bed...

I have been mood swinging a lot lately... Most of the time I'm happy or content, but then I get depressed. I wanted to go to the hospital (mental) to run and hide. but I talked myself out of it since...

It's been up and down with me lately... Geo had his birthday on Halloween and he always gets moody around his birthday. I've been fighting to not be depressed because he is depressed. I have to fight...

Sunday was the 19th anniversary of my dad's suicide. Geo took me to a beach and I just put my feet in the water and pretended I was talking to my dad (he was cremated and his ashes spread in the...

Yesterday was my stepdad's birthday. I got him a new cordless phone set since his was dying. Tomorrow is my sister's birthday. I don't know if she will respond, since she is still wary of my...

I got a call today from a health insurance company because my current one has just been bought out. They say I won't have to pay anything for doctor's visits, meds, transportation, a card worth $60...

I tried to give Geo a present for his new camera and I will never go that route again. First, PayPal charged the wrong bank so I have an overdraft fee. Then I try and pay in pieces since I didn't...

I'm feeling better today... My stomach feels better. I did have nightmares last night and I need to stop watching scary things before bed. I'm just bored at night when there is nobody to call and I...

It's just been a day of drama. I had to call Southwest to correct my name on my ticket for me going to Chicago. Then my bank bounced a check because PayPal used the wrong bank to make a payment. I've...

Last night i did a bad thing- I stayed up watching 9/11 videos and some of them were intense. I also listened to a scary video and I just couldn't get those images out of my head. I wanted to wake up...

I got this book from a good friend called "Becoming a Master Student" and it has different journals that you can do as you go through the book. I might not go in order, so the numbers of the journals...

So far I have been doing well on my goals... I want to write them out and put them on the fridge and keep track of them there. My therapist was happy to see that I'm trying to get better. I am...