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It's been up and down with me lately... Geo had his birthday on Halloween and he always gets moody around his birthday. I've been fighting to not be depressed because he is depressed. I have to fight and not give in. I did let it get to me a bit and then fell into a depression and wanted to go to the hospital. I talked myself out of it and into a better mood. I have to thank my friends on here for knowing I can depend on you guys (shout out to Ann... You don't know how much you help me). I've been mixed since then but I'm trying to be good. I need to get to Target to get my pills, but Geo doesn't want to drive and I don't feel like taking the bus.
On Geo's birthday we went to an arcade and he played this "hard" game and won on his first try. He won a speaker in the shape of the Millennium Falcon from Star Wars (worth $50 at Toys R Us) and the biggest teddy bear I have ever seen. it's over 4 feet tall! It goes for over $100 on Amazon, and the original price was $500!!!! When the arcade opens again after the renovations we are going to go back and see what else we can win. He got all that on his first try and it cost us $1. That made him very happy. He's still mood swinging, though, and I wish he would get back on Prozac. he said it did nothing for him, but I think it did. He doesn't think he needs therapy or medication for his depression. I worry about him a lot,.
Last week we had an incident and I think it was his fault and I told him that. he said that he was tired of me blaming everything on him and that he was going to leave me. He even packed a bag and had it ready to go. I don't know what I said to convince him to stay, but he did. He's not one for fake drama.... he was going to seriously leave. He's never packed before, so I know it was serious. I've been trying to be good but it's hard. I don't want to be walking on eggshells forever. I just need to get my act together.
On Geo's birthday we went to an arcade and he played this "hard" game and won on his first try. He won a speaker in the shape of the Millennium Falcon from Star Wars (worth $50 at Toys R Us) and the biggest teddy bear I have ever seen. it's over 4 feet tall! It goes for over $100 on Amazon, and the original price was $500!!!! When the arcade opens again after the renovations we are going to go back and see what else we can win. He got all that on his first try and it cost us $1. That made him very happy. He's still mood swinging, though, and I wish he would get back on Prozac. he said it did nothing for him, but I think it did. He doesn't think he needs therapy or medication for his depression. I worry about him a lot,.
Last week we had an incident and I think it was his fault and I told him that. he said that he was tired of me blaming everything on him and that he was going to leave me. He even packed a bag and had it ready to go. I don't know what I said to convince him to stay, but he did. He's not one for fake drama.... he was going to seriously leave. He's never packed before, so I know it was serious. I've been trying to be good but it's hard. I don't want to be walking on eggshells forever. I just need to get my act together.
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sounds like geo is bipolar. has he been tested for it yet?
you two have been together for a verrrry long time. you have had a good run of it kind of thing. hope it all works out. living with anyone full time is difficult. living together full time when both are home all the time, i don\'t think i could do that at all. xxoo
You are having a rough time of it. I hope things are getting better. 38 lbs is right. I hope you can get Geo to a dr that can help him. HUGS