Health insurance change
I got a call today from a health insurance company because my current one has just been bought out. They say I won't have to pay anything for doctor's visits, meds, transportation, a card worth $60 in over the counter medications. it sounds a lot like my old insurance but I have to see the doctors at the clinic and not my regular doctor. I can live with that.. the clinic has a same-day service if I get sick. I find out more tomorrow.
Liz called me the other day and wanted to hang out. Geo got pissed that I even considered it. She will always think that Geo is battering me, but Geo has never hit me or come close. She's just projecting what her hubby did to her on Geo. Liz moderates a bipolar support group on the 1st and 3rd Saturdays and Lucy moderates the other 2 Saturdays. I'm just going to go to the one that Lucy runs since I don't want to run into Liz. She feels she was in the right to try and break Geo and I up. I do have to go to her meeting this Saturday since it's the anniversary of my dad's death and I need support. I was up from 2 am to 4 am this morning having flashbacks and just trying to get to sleep so I could have some peace. It's always hard this time of year. It's been 19 years, but I still miss my dad dearly. I was daddy's little girl and took his suicide hard. I don't think it ever gets easier.
Liz called me the other day and wanted to hang out. Geo got pissed that I even considered it. She will always think that Geo is battering me, but Geo has never hit me or come close. She's just projecting what her hubby did to her on Geo. Liz moderates a bipolar support group on the 1st and 3rd Saturdays and Lucy moderates the other 2 Saturdays. I'm just going to go to the one that Lucy runs since I don't want to run into Liz. She feels she was in the right to try and break Geo and I up. I do have to go to her meeting this Saturday since it's the anniversary of my dad's death and I need support. I was up from 2 am to 4 am this morning having flashbacks and just trying to get to sleep so I could have some peace. It's always hard this time of year. It's been 19 years, but I still miss my dad dearly. I was daddy's little girl and took his suicide hard. I don't think it ever gets easier.
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I can very much relate to ....it very gets easier.... I miss my mom so much. I often wonder how my life would have turned out deferently if she hadn\'t past away when I was 17. The pain of missing someone I don\'t think gets easier but with time it becomes different but still not easy.
Good job knowing you need to avoid Liz and putting your relationship with Geo first. Yes you will run into her every once in awhile but keep things general and avoid conversations about Geo. Really you are the only one that can decide to trust in the strength of your relationship with Geo.
The insurance sounds like it might be better than your old insurance. We go threw that all the time would health insurance. Medicare seems to swituate them up every year\'
I\'m sorry you are going threw hard times right times.
You will always miss your dad. Good2go is right it does get easier with time.
I hope you are feeling better today