Sleeping - Pain
My body gave out but the most sleep that I've gotten was maybe an hour. What is wrong with these people? I'm in shock still by how I have been treated and am still being treated.
Administration is who is to blame for these wrongful actions. Several people are upset about the way they have handled the situation. I didn't break the law. I've had two deaths within a couple of weeks. I also lost my medicine but they act like it was on purpose. I found them but no one cares about that. Rexy was the only one I told about my medications being lost, so I know she's the one who reported that. They insulted my grieving process. I swore it was one day when it was another. Yet an incident report was written and they told me not to go to classes.
The thing is, that I don't know Rexy's role in all of this. She had some "Lexington proposal" but what does that mean? Did they give her an ultimatum? Does she just want to escape the situation? Or was that something else? To think, I trusted her and she's hurt my so badly. I'm still not even mad at her but I don't know her actions against me either. It still feels like she hates everything about me. It still feels like revenge. It feels like she's the one who is trying to force me into things because it worked the first time. Not this time. Not with how she's hurt me so very deeply...
I don't know what is going on and that is the worst part. No one will listen there. No one has my back there, even though they swear they do. Yet if they did... they wouldn't have been so abusive in their actions and words. I'm just being treated like a criminal. By everyone.
I'm close to cutting to see if I'm even alive right now. I made it through the night but no one knows how badly this affected me. They don't care. None of them.
Administration is who is to blame for these wrongful actions. Several people are upset about the way they have handled the situation. I didn't break the law. I've had two deaths within a couple of weeks. I also lost my medicine but they act like it was on purpose. I found them but no one cares about that. Rexy was the only one I told about my medications being lost, so I know she's the one who reported that. They insulted my grieving process. I swore it was one day when it was another. Yet an incident report was written and they told me not to go to classes.
The thing is, that I don't know Rexy's role in all of this. She had some "Lexington proposal" but what does that mean? Did they give her an ultimatum? Does she just want to escape the situation? Or was that something else? To think, I trusted her and she's hurt my so badly. I'm still not even mad at her but I don't know her actions against me either. It still feels like she hates everything about me. It still feels like revenge. It feels like she's the one who is trying to force me into things because it worked the first time. Not this time. Not with how she's hurt me so very deeply...
I don't know what is going on and that is the worst part. No one will listen there. No one has my back there, even though they swear they do. Yet if they did... they wouldn't have been so abusive in their actions and words. I'm just being treated like a criminal. By everyone.
I'm close to cutting to see if I'm even alive right now. I made it through the night but no one knows how badly this affected me. They don't care. None of them.
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