BlackKitty
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- I am sick of not being able to control and letting myself intimidated by others. I hope for peace one day but that day seems far away :-??
- i have gained some weight(dont know if is part of my recOVERY). BUT ITS BEEN 4 YEARS SINCE ANOREXIA STRIKED. .. I BINGE EATING REALLY OFTEN .I FEEL I CANT CONTROL. I FEEL REALLY LONELY AND MY PARENTS KEEP TELLING ME IM VERY FAT. I CANT HANDLE THE...
- I dont know if i really healed or if i will ever heal. I just had 3 binging crisis these last weeks. i feel so ashamed and depressed.
- Only my therapist. I feel like there is no one there to understant my real feelings. It's strange but tough i feel powerful I feel at the same super weak. and lame. I feel like i've been fighting alone all the way and like i'm losing hope in...
- friday and saturday i binged so hard. I ate out of stress and loneliness i guess. I know i said i was feeling better but somtimes is this feeling i will never heal. Eating disorderds took over me.
- AFTER BREAKING MYSELF. I FEEL SO DAMN POWERFUL. I BELIEVE NO ONE CAN BREAK ME OR NOTHING CAN DESTROY ME. I HAVE VISITED HELL DURING MY 4 YEARS OF EATING DISORDERS. I AM NOT GETTING BACK THERE.
- Healthyways to cope with college stress? Some ideas, please. Have a nice evening.
- I wanna send hugs and kisses to all people struggling with emotional abuse. I know what it means. It happened to unot because ur weak. but because u re DAMN STRONG AND BEAUTIFUL. Those who abused u are the weak ones . They are the broken ones. THEY...
- After 4 years of struggle withe ating disorder i feel like it has destroyed me enough. I LEARN. LITTLE STEPS. TO BE KIND WITH MYSELF. I held grudge to myself for so long... i couldnt forgive myself for all selfharm. For me simple things are so...
- eating disorders made me want nothing from life. And having zero relationships. I am in a hell of a pain and I can't seem to forget the selfharm I induced myself. I feel really lonely. Someone here?
- If I were 3rd dental student and u had only 3 years left , u would give up college for Smth else? Feels like this isnt my thing. I wanted so badly to follow medicine but at that time I became friends with eating disorders and it never left me. Ana...
- It feels like it won't ever end. The pain. The strrugle. I wish only peace .I no longer reach for happiness. I don't deserve it anymore. Since I believe God abandoned me since Anorexia became my best friend. She convinced it was ok to punish myself...
- I had a binge crisis. I am not happy at all. I am so depressed and nothing makes sense. Just eating till i die. I feel lonely. Not sure that I picked up the right college, but I wanted so badly to follow medschool and now eating disorders took all...
- I am free from my food adictionI am happy with who I amI find happiness within meI am taking care of my bodyI am loved by people in my lifeI dont need food to be happy and in peace with myselfI am able to stay in controlI SURROUND MYSELF WITH PEOPLE...
- I feel nothing makes sense anymore. Since eating disorder which literally ate my life. My relationships, my self esteem, my mind. I feel i have nothing to give. I feel useful. I feel so alone. I dont know what i am doing. I feel like a robot. I...