Food Addiction Support Group
An individual suffering from a food addiction disorder frequently experiences episodes of uncontrolled eating, or binging, during which they may feel frenzied or out of control. They will eat much more quickly than is normal, and continue to eat even past the point of being uncomfortably full. Binging in this way is generally followed by a period of intense guilt feelings...
You are getting better, BlackKitty. You're figuring this out. Getting better doesn't mean you never screw up again. It just means you do it less often, and you figure out more ways to avoid it. And you're doing that.