Well been a while since i wrote in here i dont know why it takes me so long to write another post (sorry jann and guypaul) well iam going to have my lump taken out on saturday 8th march not scared at all . i am having big problems coping at the monet iam so fucking depressed over everything being raped losing my dad being fat beng bulimic not haviong control over my thoughts just being me i feel like iam getting close to killing my self i cant control i have been thinking about cutting so much lately i just cant see any way of getting better i feel awfull i have been drinking more taking cocaine more the fucking lot iam heading for a breackdown i can feel it i cant tell anyone as i will have to take time off from work and i dont want to do that as i know if i do it wil make me worseplease ay one help me b4 its to l8
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