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well iam back to work and i think it was the worst thing i did i just cant cope and dont know what to do everythin and everyone seems so fake or not real i feel paranoided all the time like evey one is looking or talking about me i wanna cut myself all the time but because iam so FAT i cant be bothered yes iam FAT FAT FAT my bulimia is out of control and yes i have cut but hey thats just me no one gives a shit not even my husband he is just glad iam back at work and bringing in a wage sod me and what i need as long as bills are payed he dont care my bestmate has flicked me off so i have to deal with stuff mself i dont feel surported at work and feel i just have to get a grip and get on with it AAAAAAHHHHHHHH i hate this feeling i wish i cud sleep and never wake but that wont happen i wish i cud tell people how i feel but i cant so i use this website to vent my feelings i feel like punching stuff feel like breaking stuff iam so angry need to vent htese feelings but everytime i do i cut or go mad infact being sectioned wud be a good idea to be honest well thats my rant over comment if you want and if ya dont thats ok
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