I want to die i have come over all of a sudden feeling so fucking down feel awfull want to cry but i cant miss my dad so much i hate being here and him not be he done so much in suck a short time but wanted to do more its my 25th birthday on 14th may and he always promised he wud be there to celebrate it with me and have a drink and he wont be .I just cant fight this battle anymore its to much for me to handle everyone says you are strong you can fight this well newsflash i cant even the strongest people breack and i have iam broke and cant be fixed i feel like my whole life is grey and missrable.If i cud wave a magic wand and heal myself i wud everything is falling apart around me my sister is moving away and she is my rock but not anymore my b/f hates me or thats how i feel well i will see how things pan out the rest of the day and see what happens write back soon
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