I'm kinda upset today.. I applied to Americorps, and it was my way out of here.  But, I didn't get in.. .so Idk what I'm going to do now.. I'm screwed.  I don't want to be here anymore, my parents are driving me nuts, plus once they find out I didn't get in, I'm gonna get another thing from them about how I'm a failure and I'm not trying hard enough.. nothing I do is ever good enough for them...