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- Hi to all first off.I haven't broken NC and one new thing is I now don't dwell on the good things with him but I still seem to have my brain consumed by thoughts of him, her and i.The most saddest that I feel is the realization that I meant nothing...
- I first want to say that im going well with NC though I had a near miss recently when out drinking wine with a friend.I started to feel angry at him and wanted to say some hurtful words to him about how he hurt me but rational thinking took control...
- Ive been generally going well with my NC but when I have moments of getting into deep thought I feel worthless.He used to tell me in his nastiness that im evil and unworthy.The reality is when I look back at how broken and hateful we became in our...
- Hi to everyone I just want to vent that today is 3 weeks NC for me which is a really big deal for me.This has always been the hardest to either not contact him myself or not to respond to him.I really feel this time though that I am well and truly...
- First off hi to everyone.Just wanting to vent that its now 2 weeks today since the text messages of XN and myself.I think I might have mentioned that I had just moved states to another job.I have been feeling really unsettled in this new place that...
- Here I write again after countless times of buying into his crap.XN texted me last night and due to the nature of his texts he pushed my buttons.Yes I fell right back into his game of any supply will do.Here are some of the things he said and I will...
- I have been struggling for the last 2 days over XN s recent abusive texts especially when he told me he wishes I was dead.I cant stop thinking about why he hates me so much and why he would be so cruel to me.I find im having ruminating thoughts over...
- My EX and I recently engaged in a barrage of text messages between each other over a week after several months of NC.They got nastier and nastier by the day.Im currently away working in another state and when he found out that im travelling in my...
- Hi to everyone i have been away for awhile there might be some of you that remember my story but to cut it short.I received alot of support and advice here and at times in my journey of healing i was doing very well but i costantly broke contact...
- Ive done the worst thing i could have done.Last night i had dinner with a girlfriend and we both hit the wines.I got so drunk that i sent XN a barrage of horrible text messages in response to what he did to me the other night.I woke up this morning...
- Ive done the worst thing i could have done.Last night i had dinner with a girlfriend and we both hit the wines.I got so drunk that i sent XN a barrage of horrible text messages in response to what he did to me the other night.I woke up this morning...
- Hi all its been awhile since ive been on as ive been away on a trip to Europe which i must say was fantastic.It did me the world of good but as i have read on here through other people they always come back. I arrived home last week and the...
- Hi all its been awhile since ive been on as ive been away on a trip to Europe which i must say was fantastic.It did me the world of good but as i have read on here through other people they always come back. I arrived home last week and the...
- Hi all im just wanting to let you know that im heading off around Europe in 2 days time with a girlfriend.This trip is the first time i have ever left Australia.I have longed for this and it is one of the only reasons im sure that has kept me going...
- Sometimes i check in here every few days and sometimes in my journey it may have been a few weeks but lately ive felt the need to come here almost everyday as i feel a sense of comfort.But today i just want to say to everyone here THANK YOU for...