NEW AGE MUSIC IN THE BACKGROUND, MY PILLS TAKEN, 1 AM AND I THINK I'M DOING OKAY. I HAVE A LOT OF THINGS COMING UP BUT I'M NOT TOO STRESSED OUT RIGHT NOW MABYE ITS THE MUSIC, IT ALWAYS CALMS ME.I THINK EVERYTHING MAY BE FIXED WITH MY CAR LOANS. ONE LESS THING TO WORRY ABOUT BUT I WILL STILL HAVE TO CHECK AROUND THE FIRST OF THE MONTH. MONEY IS TIGHT BUT I THINK WELL MAKE IT OKAY. THE OLD LADY WANTS TO BUY ANOTHER $80 WORTH OF SMOKE SO THAT WILL MAKE IT TIGHT AGAIN, BUT WHAT CAN I DO. AT LEAST SHE IS NOT A DRUNK OR CRACK HEAD.REMMY IS DOING GOOD. HE IS HAVING A LOT OF FUN IN THE POOL EVERYDAY. I STILL DON'T KNOW HOW TO TELL HIM WE CAN'T AFFFORD TO GO CAMPING WITH THE SCOUTS THIS SUMMER THOUGH. IT IS JUST TOO MUCH MONEY AND THE OLD LADY WILL HAVE TO TAKE A CAB TO WORK EVERY DAY AND ALL KINDS OF HASSELS. I DON'T KNOW WE'LL FIGURE IT OUT SOMEHOW.WELL I GUESS THAT THAT IS LIFE SOME UPS AND SOME DOWNS...TIM