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• Eating Disorders
  

  It hit me

  Posted by: IVowed

  Last Reply: birdie123 03/21/2018

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  I am eating certain foods, not because I am enjoying them, but because they are the safe foods to eat. I have lost connection with my stomach. I treat it like a bag in which I throw certain foods to keep me going. Not for enjoyment. I am not allowed to feel good while eating the food if it wasn't safe. I don't enjoy safe food as much as I used to. It is all hitting me that I am losing contact with food. I am not saying I don't get hungry or crave certain foods, it is just that I know that...

• Eating Disorders
  

  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: IVowed

  Posted: 03/11/2018

  IVowed commented on the discussion I'm doing a lot better, ED wise.

• Eating Disorders
  

  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: IVowed

  Posted: 03/07/2018

  IVowed commented on the discussion Broken.

• Eating Disorders
  

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  Posted: 03/07/2018

  IVowed commented on the discussion Broken.

• Eating Disorders
  

  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: IVowed

  Posted: 03/07/2018

  IVowed commented on the discussion Should I speak? I need to know!!! Please...

• Eating Disorders
  

  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: IVowed

  Posted: 03/07/2018

  IVowed commented on the discussion I don’t know if I can live like this.

• Eating Disorders
  

  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: IVowed

  Posted: 03/07/2018

  IVowed commented on the discussion Should I speak? I need to know!!! Please...

• Eating Disorders
  

  Should I speak? I need to know!!! Please..

  Posted by: IVowed

  Last Reply: IVowed 03/07/2018

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  I have been burrying these feelings of this disorder as much as I can. But it came to a point where it's affecting me relationships. I can several fights with my sister just bec. I am so done fixing myself that I don't have any nerve to listen to others. I've been too busy trying to love myslef that I end up not loving nor myself neither othes.I just had a huge argument with mu friend bec I am "mad at times without any apparent reason and that I put it all off on her by treating her bad bec of...

• Eating Disorders
  

  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: IVowed

  Posted: 01/16/2018

  IVowed commented on the discussion I'm not sure....

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 01/15/2018

  IVowed became friends with Zombiekittie.

• Eating Disorders
  

  New plan? (Not positive)

  Posted by: IVowed

  Last Reply: Zombiekittie 01/15/2018

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  Here I am. Following a new plan until it no longer works or fits my mood or my schedule, or until I no longer can bear any of it. When will the “until” come? i have no idea. 

• Eating Disorders
  

  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: IVowed

  Posted: 01/13/2018

  IVowed commented on the discussion Have to find something to help me stop this!!!.

• Eating Disorders
  

  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: IVowed

  Posted: 01/13/2018

  IVowed commented on the discussion Might be in DENIAL.

• Depression
  

  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: IVowed

  Posted: 01/02/2018

  IVowed commented on the discussion Tomorrow.